(After watching 13rw, I feel like I need to write about this subject. So people who are going through this know they aren't alone, as you probably guessed there will be some parts in here that may be uncomfortable to some people so don't read if you don't want to <3 if you ever feel like Hannah did in the show, please talk to someone as it helps so much.)
(Writing prompt "hey, hey, they can't hurt you anymore..."
When I turned 14, my mum and dad split up and my dad completely disappeared.
My mum almost instantly got a new boyfriend, but she changed, not in a good way.
She got drunk and high 24/7, she started having sex with Richard every fucking day and started mentally abusing me.
Calling me stuff like 'fat' 'worthless' 'slut' 'whore' and so many more. It's not good to hear that when you are a 14 year old and are going through stuff already.
Recently it's gotten worse, she's started hitting me and so has her boyfriend. He's gone further than that and done stuff I never want to remember, stuff I can't say to anyone and I want to do something about it but I'm scared.
I had lost my virginity at 15, not by choice but by force because of that bastard. No one knows about what happens, not even my best friend Tanner.
He called me this morning, when Richard had just hit me and I was still crying. My voice was raspy, I was stuttering all the time and lied to him.
I had to, if I tell him god knows what my so called parents would do to me.
I heard three knocks at the door, luckily Richard and my mum where passed out on the couch so I could answer it.
When I opened the door, my heart stopped and dropped into my stomach and I couldn't speak.
"Y/N?" Tanner spoke, a confused yet sad look evident on his face.
"Y-yeah what's up?" I walked out of the door and shut it behind me, walking with Tanner to his car.
"I was wondering if you wanted to come to my house, I need to talk to you."
"Yeah we can go now, my mum won't mind... I've finished homeschool for the day..." I said quietly, jumping in his car.
When we got to his house we went straight down to his room, I sat on the floor and immediately regretted not wearing a jacket as there where bruises on my arms.
"Do you wanna film a video?" I asked him, doing my best to cover up my arms.
"Yeah, we could do the not my arms or something else?"
"Sounds good." My hand slipped down from my arm, he saw them, he saw all the bruises and cuts and scars.
"W-what is that?" He said, his eyes wide with shock and anger.
"I-uh..." suddenly I burst into tears, letting all the bottled up emotions run out of me, but I just couldn't say it to him. I couldn't say the words 'I am being abused by my mother and his boyfriend.'
He sat in front of me, engulfing me in a hug. Before pulling me onto his lap and wrapping his arms around my waist and my head in my hands while the tears kept running out of my eyes.
"Y/N oh my god, why didn't you tell me..." his voice cracked at the end, showing he was about to cry.
"I-I couldn't. I-I'm sca-ared Tanner... what if t-they hurt me a-gain?.." I managed to make a somewhat hearable sentence.
"Hey, hey, they can't hurt you anymore..." I looked up at him, looking into his eyes as tears brimmed the edge of them.
"What?" I was confused, I don't know what he meant at all.
"You're coming to live with me, I'm not letting you go back there. I care so fucking much about you and I don't want you to hurt anymore, I'm calling the police and getting both of their asses in jail as soon as fucking possible."
(If you guys ever feel down or are having really bad thoughts, please talk to someone. I'm always open to give advice as I have struggled with depression for a while now. But it honestly gets better, it won't quickly but it will. You don't have to talk to anyone you don't want to, but please talk to someone, I love you guys and thank you all so much for 65k and making my life that much better :))
