Stuck In The Mind

Dear Stranger

I have problems,

Don't ask me about them

I'm a closed door

Abandoned,

Excluded,

No one knows what for

Wanna Cry

Dying inside

Too much pain

I let the monster takeover

Need a reality check,

I'd rather fantasize

Gotta hug a teddy bear

Laying on my back,

With my head hanging overboard,

Wishing I weren't so emotional

I let the monster takeover

Lost all sensibility,

I'm just emotionless

Seeking reassurance,

Can't kid myself,

I Found None

I'm dying inside

I fought,

And I lost

What is there for me to do?

Other than,

Letting the monster takeover

The struggle is running thin

I can't breathe

I'm losing,

my life...

I let the monster takeover

He now has my soul,

In Control

He has my mind,

I think what he thinks,

Doubt,

Stress,

Hatred

I can't let him take my heart,

I could die,

For Real This Time-

Crushed in his palm

Everyone forgot,

The Sweetest girl,

With the fake smile

All because,

I let the monster takeover

He has changed me,

From innocent,

To planning death

I let the monster takeover

I should just disappear,

He lives in my shadow,

I can't escape

He's everywhere

I let the monster takeover

He won't ever leave me alone,

Wherever I am,

He's there too

I let the monster takeover