Warnings: depression, schizophrenia
Summary: Dan didnt take his pills
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Phil POV-
"Dan?" I called out. my voice echoed through the flat, but Dan didnt reply. I walked out of my room, still a little drowsy from my nap. I walked into the living room and saw Dan in the corner of the room, knees to his chest, rocking back and forth. I ran over to him and knelt next to him.
"Dan you okay?" I asked softy. He put his hands on the side of his head.
"Go away! Go away. Go away. Go away." he chanted over and over. It hurt a little but I knew he didn't mean it.
"Dan what's the matter?" I tried again. He surprised me by lashing out and hitting me in the chest.
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"
He yelled, repeatedly hitting me. I pried his hands away from my body and gripped him in a tight hug. He fought at first but soon gave in, sobbing into my chest. This happened sometimes, only when Dan didnt take his schizophrenic medication. I should've known he hadn't taken them. Usually we took our meds together, my depression pills and his schizophrenic pills, but lately I've been away. He hates taking his pills because it makes him feel different, sleepy and not able to think clearly. Its sad really.
"Ph-Phil?" Dan asked quietly. I looked at him and wiped away the tears from his cheek.
"Yes?" I replied. He took a deep breath.
"I'm s-sorry for not t-taking my m-medication." he stuttered out between hiccups. I looked at him sadly.
"It's okay Dan, I wasn't here for you. Im sorry. Im not gonna leave for a while." I answered. I felt guilty for leaving so much, but my depression made it hard to stay in once place for too long or else I started thinking, and thinking led to dark thoughts. I shivered and Dan smiled sadly up at me, his eyes slowly fading into the normal chocolate brown ones I loved so much.
"Thanks P-Phil." he said. I hugged him again and kissed his forehead.
"How about we take our pills, then watch Deathnote?" I offered, knowing it was a good compromise. He nodded and I hopped to my feet, pulling him with me. We headed into the kitchen and I handed him his pills and got mine in my hand.
"Okay, on the count of three okay? We'll do this together." I said to him. He nodded.
"One...two...three." when I said three we both threw the pills in our mouths, swallowing them down with some tea. He smiled at me and we walked into the living room to watch Deathnote.
