The most random thing happened right after we left the room. jake took me to the bathroom and a guy entered. that was the most embarrassing part.
we left the bathroom and my mom was waiting for me in the car.she doesnt like me to go in the school bus i dont know why. so she comes to school everyday.
i kissed jake on the cheek for saying goodbye.
we were in the car, and i didnt want my mom to ask me anything. i didnt want to tell her about school... well about jake and i skipping classes for kissing in a dark room.
mom- how was today? -fuck it.
me- it was a good day... -i needed to change topic- how about yours, did you bake cake?
mom- cake? umm no, did you want cake?
me- yeah well its a sunny day, and a cake would make a sunny day better
mom- sweetie are you okay? are you high?! -she started freaking out- ive told you many times not to be with Ally Han, ive heard from other moms she brings weed to school.
me- mom im fine. i just had a good day
mom- well sweetie if its something else you can tell me
i rolled my eyes and nodded.
i arrived to my house and went to my room, closed the door and laid on my bed, thinking about what had happened in school. i took my teddy bear and hugged it. i obiously imagined jack in my arms.
i checked facebook.. 0 notifications, 1 inbox.. must be Becca, 1 friend request.. must be jake <3
inbox: zac simpson. fuck it i wont open it thankyou
friend request: zac ... e.e ... fuck it again. should i accept him?
well i was bored so i opened the inbox and it said like this:
Sam im so sorry about yesterday, i am not like that
i promise, i dont know why i felt something for you and the
need to kiss you. it wont happen again. -zac
hmmmm... i didnt know what to say, i didnt know if i should have believed or not.
i forgave him but still wasnt sure about believing. i replied with something like this...
You scared me zac, really. i forgive you but you should apologize to jenny.
this cant be a secret. and then she can decide what to do. but you should tell her.
I hope they were the right words.
Should i accept him? well he's jenny's boyfriend, whatever. i hope nothing like yesterday happens ever again.
a facebook chat window opened after i accepted zac. i thought it was zac but no. it was clare wale. why is she my facebook friend?? e.e ... and why is she talking to me? she is the bad girl type who doesnt care about freshmen. she's in high school, and the only thing i know about her is that she smokes in the highschool bathrooms with her 'bad' sheep, i mean friends.
i was totally confused when i read the message...
clare- you bitch, jake arnolds is mine.
me- what?
clare- are you stupid freshman? -she was getting rude, and i dont like rude people, theyre stupid
me- no im not... are you? because i dont get your rudeness -i was provoking her, but in a way it felt good.