I had a mirror on my locker so I looked at my face, i already have a little jowl, it looks really ugly and my face is round like Miley's, so the jowl makes my face look fatter.
I had to do something. jake was not going to like me with a jowl. i looked at the pack of cookies i was holding and i decided i wasnt going to eat them. i put it in my locker and closed it quickly.
in lunch time i barely eat. i had a mirror on my purse so i could see my jowl again and remember i was getting fat, and that made me stop eating too much.
i saw jake in the second recess. and he came to me and gave a bear hug.
"that cake was yuuuummy, thank you sam" he said very satisfied.
"oh really? you should come to my house and we can eat more, well you can eat more"
"oh cmon! are you serious about your 'DIET'? he said like if i was the skinnier girl of school.
"yeah" i said with a serious voice. i wanted him to know i was serious about it.
"oh girl.. youre crazy" he pinched my cheeks and it hurt a little but i didnt say anything just a little "auch" came from my mouth. then he kissed them like apologizing because he knew it had hurt.
Clare Wale was watching us. she was like ten lockers form us and i could feel she was kinda mad at me or jake. but why should she be?
Jake saw i was looking at someone and he turned to see who it was, and his face turned pale when he saw clare. what was happening?...... jake turned to me again "want an icecream from the cafeteria?"
"the diet" i said in a pissed way. because i was pissed because he didnt believe i was taking it serious. "damn" he said pissed too "well a lemon popsicle?" he said with an urgent voice. i knew he wanted to go somewhere else, where clare couldnt see us. i was so confused and i didnt want to go anywhere i just wanted to know what was happening between him and clare.
then some guy went with clare and they started talking, i felt jake was a little bit more relaxed but still wanted to go somewhere else because clare still glazed at us at some moments. she was drinking a 'coke', i guess it was beer.
the guy that was talking with her was hot, i see him sometimes in the recess, he's in high school, i think his name is dyllan, im not so sure. but if he's clare's friend i guess he's a bad guy.
"let's go to my locker i need to take my science book"
I squinted at him.
"why do you want to go since you saw clare watching us?"
"what?" i knew he was pretending he didnt know anything.
behind jake i saw dyllan left and clare was walking to us. i didnt say jake, i needed to know what was going on. she was going to say it in 3..2..1..
"Hey jakey" she said while she was touching his shoulder.
"hi clare, oh this is Sam, Sam this is Clare" he was very nervous.
"Did you tell Sam about us?" she said.
"Um no. there was nothing between us, never."
"oh really? well if there was nothing..." she put her hand on jake's backpack pocket and took out a necklace and then she continued "oh thats so sweet, you still have this"
"this is my necklace, fyi" she said that looking at me.
"oh sorry, i forgot to give it back to you yesterday" I knew he was saying the truth because he was relaxed while saying it.
"hmmm.. i dont think so... you saw me yesterday and you didnt even say hi, you wanted to keep it" she was trying to make me mad, but i was not mad about jake not giving back the necklace, i was mad because jake had her necklace, why should he have her necklace in his backpack?
"why should i want to keep your necklace?" jake frowned and clare shrugged a little. "well i forgot in that moment that i had your necklace... well we have things to do"
"cmon sam lets go" he said taking my hand. i didnt want to be holding hands, why did jake have her necklace? were they dating before we were? she said why he didnt give it to her yesterday... then he has the necklace since not much time. i needed to find out everything.
we arrived to the cafeteria and sat on a table. without talking. he didnt know what to say and i was feeling the same way. i didnt have words then i remembered i had to find out everything.
"where you guys dating?" i said in a serious tone.
"no, we never dated" he pretested, he wasnt even looking at me when he said it. i knew he was hiding something, and obiously didnt want to talk about the topic.
"and why did you have her necklace in your backpack?" i said. he shrugged.
"she gave it to me when we were.." he didnt finished and stared at the floor then he continued "dont worry about it, i love you sam" when he said 'iloveyou' he looked at me in the eyes, like never.
"just tell me, the past is past, i just want to make sure i didnt break up a relationship"
"why are you so interested?!!" he was almost shouting, and the people that were there stared at us, everyone was quiet and looking at us.
I stood up, however he wasn't even looking at me again, he was looking at the floor with his hand in his forehead and his elbow in his leg. he looked so ridiculous, frustrated. I wasnt going to be there looking like an idiot.
i started walking to my locker and i heard someone running to me behind my back.
"Sam, sorry"
I turned around and it wasn't Jake, it was Zac.
More drama...
I rolled my eyes, "Zac past is past, but i hope it never happens again"
"I bought you this, for apologizing"
he took out from his pocket a bracelet, my name was on it. did jenny know about this? i shouldnt have accepted it, but it was so cool.
"thank you zac" i took the bracelet from his hand and put it on my hand. "it's nice" then i asked "are you teliing jenny about this?
"i dont think so" he said looking at the floor.
"are you sure?"
"maybe i'll tell her, but not today, this is so recent"
"okay, you are going to feel better if you tell her, i promise"
"yeah i hope so, and i hope she doesnt freak out"
"well, she obiously is going to freak out, but try to explain everything the best you can"
"k, thank you sam and sorry"
he walked to his locker, i saw him, he took some books out. Jenny arrived to his locker and hugged him from the back. I just heard a big "HEY!" and then I walked to my classroom.
