Sexting || 5sos.

Chapter 17

Right when Calum's lips touched mine, I could feel something, and I think I liked it.

But I didn't want to admit it to myself because I like Michael.

I'm dating him for fuck's sake!

after about 10 seconds of me and Cal practically making out, Mikey pulled me back onto him by the hips.

"That was longer than 5 seconds." Mikey said but I blocked him out as I was too busy staring at Calum smirking.

Right as Calum was about to say something, Justin and Kellin bursted into the room and spotted me.

"We need a ride to Kellin's." Justin said. I felt as if I was about to burst into tears. I cheated on Michael right in front of him! Why the fuck did I do that dare? What's wrong with me!

I get up, rolling my eyes saying "whoever wants to come hurry up."

I heard some movement and then heard Mikey yell "Calum sit the fuck back down!"

Me and Mikey sat in the front while Kellin and Justin sat in the back laughing.

"What do you want to listen to?" Michael asked, going onto Spotify and plugging in the aux cord.

"Blink." I said shyly, starting the car and driving off.

Satellites came on and i started humming along to it.

We get to Kellin's in two minutes and I tell Justin to be home before ten. He's says okay and then walks into Kellin's house.

When they get in the house, Michael looks at me. "Are you okay kitten?" That the first time he's called me that.

"Yah I'm fine."I say, tears coming out of my eyes.

I full out start sobbing and Mikey pulls me into his arms, out of the drivers seat, and onto his lap.

"It's okay kitten, I know why you're sad. And don't worry, it's okay. I let out kiss Calum, I'm not mad. Well, at you at least, Calum's losing his dick but I'm not mad at you." He said, starting to rant.

"But you have to be mad at me! I cheated on you, right in front of you!" I yelled, still crying.

"Fine, give me a reason I should actually be mad at you, babe." He said, looking at me sweetly.

I really didn't mean to say it , but it just came out. (JUS LIKE DIS DIIIIIIK, ok sorry. Allie it's not the time)

"You should be mad at me, because when he kissed me, I kissed back! You should be mad because when we kissed, I liked it." I was still sobbing, but when I realized what I said, I looked at Mikey, to see the saddest face I've ever seen.

"I know you did. I could see that look in your eye this whole time. I've seen the way you look at him, I was just hoping I was wrong, that you didn't like him and it was just my eyes playing tricks on me." Mikey said looking down.

"I'm so sorry." I whisper as I climb back into the drivers seat and drove back to my house.

I started to cry even more.

"Michael, I'm so sorry. Plea-" I was cut off bye Mikey.

"Would you stop apologizing? I told you I'm not mad at you. And we're still friends, just liked we promised. I will never stop being friends with you. I love you, as friends." He smiled at me warmly.

That made me stop crying a little, but I was still crying a lot.

"Oh yah! Guess what I have?" He said excitedly.

"What?" I asked back, finally not crying anymore.

He lifted up his sleeve to show me a new tattoo. (tattoo is the image above)

I stopped the car in my driveway and started to admire it. "It's so cool." I said amazed.

"I love it so much, almost as much as I love Luke and Ashton together." I said jokingly.

Mikey laughed and rolled his eyes, I knew he wasn't mad at me. we hugged and went back into the house.

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IM LITERALLY CRYING WHY DID I MAKE THIS SO SAD IM SO SORRY

This also took so many fucking turns, I was gonna make it smutty and then i wasn't gonna write the whole sad part and then this is how it ended up.

idk how it is but it's here