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Namjoon perspective

I opened my eyes, i had a broken leg a gash in my arm, a couple of cracked ribs, and i was sitting on a hospital bed.

I was stuck staring at the roof of the incredibly boring hospital room, getting lost in my thoughts.

I sat thinking about the purgatory in which i was suspended. Who's voice did i hear and why couldn't i have stayed there.

My thinking was cut short by the numbing pain that my body was experiencing.

I didn't have any insurance or much money so the hospital wasn't really something that i could afford and neither was pain killers.

I sat day in, and day out thinking about when i could get back home. I needed to get back as soon as possible.

I had plenty of time to think and just about no distractions as the only person who ever visited was the nurse, like right now.

"Umm... do you need anything else" she asked after setting up my food tray with what could only be called inedible.

I told her no and she began to leave. "Wait, thank you" i said slightly forcing a smile to my face.

She looked to me before a slight blush came to her cheeks, and a smile on her face.

I could tell that she liked me and that she had a thing for dimples, so i used it to my advantage, but she was definitely barking up the wrong tree.

She visited me often, more often than the regular patient, i felt a little bad that she liked me and i would never like her back but, i just wanted someone to hang out with someone to make my time in the hospital a little less lonely.

I can't even remember the last time i spent time with a friend or really anyone and just hung out.

It takes all of my time to just stay alive, i don't have time to live.