Her emotions

Thoughts 2.

Am I wrong for liking him? I don't know, it feels right, but I've cried a lot because of it.
When a new girl came to our school, I didn't like her. He did. He had a crush on her. This was back when we'd message each other, and after we talked about him liking her I had a breakdown. I cried for about two hours, and unfortunately, I felt it was right to self harm. I wasn't in my right state of mind, so I couldn't tell what was right from wrong. I told him I was crying, but I didn't tell him why. He asked, but I just told him a lie, a believable lie. I told him I was jealous of her. I wasn't, well, I was jealous that he liked her, but that was the only thing, because she doesn't have anything to be jealous over. Then I texted one of my very close friends that used to date her, and he really helped. I told him why I was crying, I told him who I liked, etc. and he accepted that I liked him, which made me happy. I was dating somebody at the time, which is sorta off. I liked this boy ever since I first saw him, I found him interesting, then those feelings bloomed into a crush. I don't know if I am wrong to date someone and still have a crush on him, but I feel like me liking him no matter what is right. I feel like it's worth it.