We haven't talked since Easter Sunday. Is this good or not? I don't necessarily like it but its probably for the best. I posted something on my story, saying:
"Babe, I think I'm over you, but we're still cool right?"
It, at first, was aimed at him. I asked myself who I was trying to fool. I know I can't get over him. not by myself, at least... I don't have anybody else I like. I don't know what it is about him that I find so... so alluring. He's not a toxic person like most. I guess he seems caring even if he doesn't show it. You see, I get these vibes about people... and they're always right. And my vibe about him is that he can be sweet and gentle, but rough and demanding.
I always zone off in math class now, barely paying any attention, never getting my problems done, and it's because of him. I wonder what he likes in a girl, why I can't be a pretty girl, like everybody else, and why can't I be a girl that he likes. I don't want or need pity in this because I know he could never like me. I just always insist on the ones way out of my league, don't I?
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Короткий рассказOh silly girl, how could you think a boy like that could like you?
