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Okay. I'm weird. I understand that but.... I don't know my feelings about him anymore. I mean I like him... I guess but he had his chance, right? right..? I like this teacher at my school ya know.... He's like.. really hot... and but its whatever! He's a teacher anyway! I really can't tell what my feelings are.... I have therapy now and have been going through a lot... especially depression. The suspicion that someone I know is pregnant, which may or may not be revealed... but my depression got the best of me. I started cutting again. the day after I told my older brother, Cody, and all he did was shake his head at me. He knew I did it last year but he didn't do anything.... so I went to my oldest brother, Clinton, and he really helped. He talked to my mom for me and now therapy. It's gonna be better... I hope. But I don't know... I feel something's wrong. Really wrong. Like.... I'll start crying out of nowhere... I'll get sad over nothing, and it can't possibly just be hormones because I've never experienced anything like this before. 

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