7. Friday

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It was a bad day at the beginning. I started my period, and I was overwhelmed with my emotions, but we talked today because I sent him something.

"I love you and I'm probably dying lmao"

That's what it said. I was talking about TSS. I had looked up the symptoms on my phone during class only to find out that I had them. I was shaky the rest of the school day. The only time I got shaky again was when I was texting him, scared of what he'd say. This was our conversation:

Oh.

"Y"

I don't know :'(

"No, I mean about you dying"

Oh, well, how do I explain this... Toxic Shock Syndrome is a period thing and I think I'm getting it which is why I'm using a pad right now and I AM SO SORRY THAT WAS TMI I MADE MYSELF UNCOMFORTABLE

"Oh"

Yeah I'm like, so sorry

"It's ok"

Oh, and, sorry about the "I love you" part. I just don't know anymore

"It's ok"

~ After being told to ask this~ What do you think of me?

"Idk"

Lmao 

~ Etcetera etcetera. He didn't upset me when he said he didn't know. Honestly. I was Facetiming Madison, and I was telling her about our conversation, and she said "AYE!! Maybe he means 'idk  ;)))'" I highly doubt it. 


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