Her emotions

3. What previously happened

Sometimes, now and then, I go back. Back to when we used to text. I would go through all my Instagram messages with him and wonder why I never did it sooner. Riley told him I liked him, and I knew she did because I let her. Maybe a month or two later, one of my newer friends, Emma, told me I should ask him out. At first, I was too afraid to, but they convinced me that I'd have nothing to lose and that if he said no I could move on. So I did it and I didn't get an answer. I got left on read. This was the worst thing that could've happened to me then. So afterward, I posted something on my Snap story that said something about it, saying he could've just said no, instead he left me on read to worry, and that if he said no that I would know to move on with my life. Before that, I fell into a mini stage of depression. My friends Abigail and Madison asked him why he left me on read. Abigail even said she was gonna "beat his ass". If I'm going to be honest, I didn't want her to, and it was because I loved him too much.