I slowly tap my fingers on the kitchen table, staring at Jimin his recent instagram update. I didn't understand why it hurt so much. Yes he cheated on me and dumped me, but that usually didn't affect me. Jimin really was different, truly a one of a kind whore.
"What are you staring at lover boy," Taehyung jokes, munching on his sandwhich.
"An asshole and a dick," I sigh in response, putting my phone screen down on the table.
"You're looking at porn and aren't sharing it with me?"
"Not exactly."
I watch Taehyung pick up my phone from the table and swallow in agreement.
"They really resemble an asshole and a dick don't they," He chuckles, trying to brighten up my mood.
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"Why did the two of you even break up?" He continues, downing the last bit of his peanut butter sandwhich.
"He just fucking left me to be Yoongi his bitch. He had been cheating on me for a while, i'm just not sure how to deal with it," I had to stop myself from talking, feeling myself tearing up.
"He's a whore Kook, don't shed tears about him."
"That's hard when he was the last person i had left, now i'm the lonely loser," A tear roled down my cheek saying such words.
I had always been the cocky and self absorbed one, refusing to even say something negative about myself. Because in my eyes i had always been the best. But i wasn't, and never had been. I was so used to running around having people follow and obey me like little slaves, it left me to be all by myself. And trust me, that kind of lonely is the worst kind of lonely.
"Is that why you came to me? Because you were alone?" Taehyung asks, obviously sounding sad.
"Not gonna lie, partly yes."
"So you didn't miss me?"
"Of course i fucking missed you you idiot! I was just so obsessed with Jimin I forgot how fucking badly i needed you by my side," I pause for a second, making eye contact with my best friend, "If i could do it all over i would have never said yes to that fucking bet."
"Love is scary," Taehyung states, faking a smile.
"Love is bullshit."
An awkward silence follows. The only sound filling the room being the ticking of the clock and little kids playing football outside. Taehyung his hair was still messy, and my shirt which was a size too big for him was showing his collarbones. I wasted so much time looking at other guys, not realising how beautiful the one who had stuck with me through everything actually was. He was just simply stunning.
"I never thanked you for that icecream you bought me," He suddenly smiles, nervously playing with his fingers.
"Thanked me for the icecream or the amazing make out session we had in public?" I chuckle, playfully kicking his leg underneath the table.
Embarrased he presses his lips together and burries his face in his hands, causing me to laugh.
"You're a good kisser, don't worry bro," I say, making him blush even harder than he already was.
"Adding bro to it makes it sound so fucking lame kook."
"Why bro? Want to kiss me bro? You look hot today bro!"
"Oh my god stop!" He laughs, looking at me. His face as red as a tomato.
I blow him a kiss, before sticking out my tongue. Making fun of how flustered he was. I watch him shake his head, done with how i was acting. Quickly we make eye contact again, building up tension between the two of us.
