Jacob
"And that's why I did it." She finishes her story of hurting herself, over me.
I had tears filling up my eyes, blurring out all my vision.
I blink, they all quickly slide down my face.
She wipes them away with her thumb.
It felt like something inside me broke.
Becca
"I am the worst boyfriend in the world." He says.
"No you're not."
"Then why did I cheat?" He says sternly.
I couldn't say anything.
I go to speak, but nothing came out.
All I could say was nothing.
"All you ever wanted to do was make me happy. That's all I ever wanted to do, but I've ruined everything for us." He says crying into his hands.
I couldn't even cry because all my tears have now been cried.
I put my hand on his back, whilst rubbing his back in a clock-wise motion to try and comfort him.
"Don't you realise..... DO YOU NOT REALISE THIS HAPPENED TO ME AND NOT YOU!" I lost my temper.
Why was he the one crying?
I was the one who was raped as a child.
I was the one who's dad died as a child.
I was the one who's mother died through alcohol.
I was the one who fell in love with a boy who never knew I was even alive.
I was the one who fell for a boy who met me through cancer.
I was the one with cancer.
I was the one who got to know him better.
I was the one he fell for.
I was the one who lost their virginity to him.
I was the one who fell back in love with him.
I was the one who he chose.
I wasn't the one he obviously wanted to be with forever and have this baby with.
I was the one for him, wasn't I?
He was the one, was he?
I love him, but I can't stay with him.
Not anymore.
