becca
it's been 2 months since i've seen jacob.
no contact, no nothing.
just me and alex and my baby.
i was cut off thinking when alex shaking me.
"earth to becca!" he says waving his hand in my face.
"yeah, sorry. you were saying." i say rubbing my tummy.
my bump has gotten bigger the last 2 months.
i'm currently 3 months pregnant.
i've never been so confused, hurt, sad, angry and hungry in my life.
i'm craving pickles.
"well i was asking if you wanted anything from the store." he says.
"can i have some pickles please? the biggest jar of pickles they've got." i say smiling.
alex looks horrified that i wanted pickles but laughs and gets his jacket, then makes his way to the store.
i was watching netflix, then i got a snapchat notification.
*jacob👫💔 is typing...*
my heart beats repeatedly, i don't know what i should do.
what if he says "can we take a break from this relationship altogether and see other people"
"i'm not in love with you."
"let's get back together."
"lemme come over."
"whatcha doin bby😉"
"LETS F-"
my thoughts were cut off by my phone getting a notification.
*jacob👫💔 sent you a chat.*
i was too afraid to open it.
i type in my passcode 6236.
i tap on the snapchat icon.
i see jacob sent me a chat.
i slide my thumb across and see a huge paragraph.
oh god.
*jacob👫💔:
hey beautiful😊 i really miss you bby. i know i made a mistake but the only person i want in life is you💖 i have always pictured myself with you, but now i picture is getting married together with our beautiful baby girl or boy💍 i know how you're feeling right now, but just when u see this bby, text me right back because i want to see you.💔 can i come over and talk please! i know this isn't us, we have been friends since we were 14 and now we are 16😘we've made it this far so why not make it further!! i wanna grow old with you becca, i wanna raise this kid together with you becca, you don't know how much i love you becca💜ring me xo
jacob
i took joeys advice and just poured out how i felt.
i really love her.
i made a choice which was the wrong one.
i love becca.
one day you'll be mine again and-
my thoughts were cut of by seeing her notification come up.
*becca💖💍 is typing*
i was surprised by my notification because she texted back 5 seconds later.
*binggggg*
*becca💖💍 sent you a chat*
i mentally sigh.
why do i do this to myself?
sorry for the REALLY late update guys! ily all and thankyou so much for 220 votes and 2K reads. ily 💜xo
