biased || choi youngjae

anger

Youngjae P.O.V

I eventually get to the dorms, hearing the television playing inside I know that Jackson is in the living room. I burst straight in through the front door and probably shock the heck out of Jackson but I don't really care right now, I just want answers.

"What the fuck did you do to my girlfriend?" I yell, without any thought. All I can vision is bad things, and Georgia's the victim and it's affecting my sense of judgement and decision making.

"Youngjae, did you just swear?" He asks in a smaller voice than he usually uses - figures, it looks like he's acting strange too, I knew it was him. I move towards him, pushing a piece of furniture out of my way harshly, not knowing my own power at this moment, I hear the piece of furniture - that I didn't even care to acknowledge, or figure out what the said furniture was - crash to the floor on the other side of the room. "You're acting weird, Youngjae, is this about Georgia?"

"Of course it is, who else would I be talking about when I say 'my girlfriend'? Mark?" I continue the yelling that I started the conversation with. At this point I have no access to the control panel of my own body, it's running fully on anger and it's something that's never happened to me before.

"If you're like this because of her, you must really care about her..." Jackson mumbles, but audibly enough that I understand every word that he says. I ball my hands into fists, the emotion in me is too powerful and it's starting to hurt, but I continue.

"Yes, of course. I love her." I feel my cheeks get wet, most likely from tears from all this pent up anger that I seem to be pouring out towards Jackson.

"So do I," his tone is deflated and I can tell that he's given up, but him saying that still makes me even more angry. "I have no chance now anyway. All's fair, I've given up, you win. You can have your trophy."

"She's not a trophy, she's a human being, I don't own her, I'm not winning her, I'm just in love with her and she happens to like me back. Is that all she is to you just the object of your feelings? I can't believe I'm even in a group with you," I practically feel like screaming right now. I respected Jackson so much but he's just ruining everything right now. I don't want to hate him but he's making me hate him.

"No, Youngjae, why are you being like this, this isn't you," he comes towards me with his arms wide. "Youngjae, listen to me, listen to your hyung okay, I didn't mean it that way, I just me-"

"Whatever, I'm done with you. I'm done with everyone, I'm taking Georgia and I'm going," I burst, the anger has burst and there's no way of me stopping it now. I feel like I'm no longer in control at all. I know I shouldn't be saying or doing any of this but I have lost the battle of control. "Fuck GOT7, fuck JYP, all i care about is Georgia now."

"Youngjae don't be like this, you're not being yourself, you're overreacting, I didn't mean to kiss her," in the span of a millisecond, I feel my heart drop, all the anger drains out of me and all I can feel is sadness. I finally have control of my body, but it drops to the floor where I am and all I can think about is what Jackson just said.

"Wait... you kissed her?"