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Georgia's P.O.V

"I just got a text from Jackson, I think you should go to the dorm, Youngjae's acting weird," Mark pulled me aside and whispered to me, most likely not wanting to get the others worried - especially Jaebeom, who is in the worst state of mind than the rest.

"What do you mean?" I ask him, because why would Youngjae be acting weird, and what exactly does that mean? Wait... He's with Jackson, after our conversation earlier that's probably a bad thing.

"I don't know, Jackson just texted me that he's acting unusual," he responds, he looks noticeably worried. Oh shoot what if... no of course he wouldn't of seen me and Jackson, No!

I make my way out of the hospital and find my way back to the dorms. I thought that Youngjae had been acting weird earlier when he was talking to me. He was persistent that it was something about Jackson, but I'm sure he would have brought it up earlier if he knew about the kiss right? I hope so.

I get to the dorms and knock on the front door, announcing that it's me and letting myself in because the door isn't locked when they're in there - only when it's empty or they're sleeping. I take off my shoes and head towards the living room area where I hear Jackson and Youngjae talking.

I only notice Jackson, and he looks completely shaken and worried. I follow his gaze to find a crying Youngjae on the floor, I notice that his body is shaking with how hard he's crying.

"Oh my god, Youngjae, what's wrong?" I kneel down next to him and I try to wrap my arms around him in a hug but he pushes me away. He knows, doesn't he? Oh heck.

"Did you kiss Jackson?" he barely forms the words, his voice cracking with every word. I don't want to say that I did, but I can't lie.

"Youngjae, it wasn't her it was my fault, don't blame her," Jackson says before I can even think of what to say. I look back at him, and I see him with his face in his hands, I can tell that he thinks it's all his fault.

"So much has happened in the last two weeks and it's just so much, I thought everything was good but it wasn't," Youngjae starts, his voice sounds rough and I'm sure that it hurt to speak. It's most likely because of how hard he was crying, but I nod my head. "The worst thing is that you didn't tell me. If it was an honest mistake, you could have cleared it up with me as soon as I saw you after."

"You just looked happy,  I didn't want to ruin your mood," I tell him, I stroke his hair comfortingly as he tries to breath better.

"I'm always happy around you, you wouldn't have been able to ruin my mood," he tells me, in the smallest voice I've ever heard him use. I start tearing up, my heart feels like it's about to explode.

"Youngjae, just please don't leave the group," Jackson adds into the conversation, his voice full of worry. Did he say that he was going to leave the group?

"You can't leave the group, why would you even think that? GOT7 would never be the same without you," I quickly say, pulling Youngjae into my arms and hugging him tightly. "I'd never forgive you if you left the group."

"So the group means more to you than I do?" he suddenly asks. It causes me to become speechless - does he really think that he doesn't mean a lot to me? "What about after the group? Are you going to leave me when GOT7 becomes one of those 'old' kpop groups?"

"Do you really believe that? Youngjae, I care so much about you, I always have," I tell him. I feel tears fall down my eyes, because of the insecurities that Youngjae is now showing me. "I love you."

"Okay," he mumbles, hiding his face in my shoulder, and his body stops shaking. It makes me happy that I can cheer him up so easily. I can imagine his face with a pink tint because he's blushing at the confession of love.

"Aw, you're so cute," I sigh, happily. I look up to see where Jackson was, but I find that he had already left the room. I guess he wasn't really in this conversation so he felt no need to stay.

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