Saving Me ~Nash Grier and Carter Reynolds Fanfic~

Chapter 10

(Oh my goodness guys I am so sorry for not updating in awhile. I haven't had internet all weekend. I thought I was going to die. Like it was HORRIBLE. And so I obviously wasn't able to update without internet. So I came to my grandparent's house just to update. I am sorry if it is short but I have a small amount of time over here. Anyway enough of me rambling on and on... Back to the story.)

***Violet's POV***

After about 10pm everyone had left except Nash. Morgan and Tristyn told me they would be back here to pick me up for the day with the boys around 9am. That is if the doctor allows me out again. Nash has refused to leave my side. I love how protective and caring he is towards me. However I feel kind of guilty for not telling him straight up before we entered this mess called my life. Nash took all so well though. but after everyone had exited the room, he finally fessed up to why he was kind of off earlier. He warned me not to bring up that I might not have much longer. He said "I wouldn't know what to do without me in his life." even though you just met my conscience kept reminding me. I kept replaying Nash's words in my head. Why doesn't he want me to say it? I mean yeah I know it is depressing and shit but like its fucking reality. It is a part of my life now. There really isn't any controlling it. As I lay here in this god forsaken bed that I have grown to hate more and more, I look over at Nash who is sitting in the chair right next to me with his eyes closed with my hand in his. My arm aches from being stretched out for so long, but I don't want to mess with him. He looks at peace, happy even. Mom said he could stay the night in the hospital with me. She told him he was to keep me safe because she was going to return home for the night. I was a little nervous of the thought of staying here all night with Nash but nothing can really happen due to where we are at the moment. As I continue to stare at his perfect figure, his eyes flutter open.

"Hey babe." he says with a white smile showing through his lips. As though he was reading my mind he lets go of my hand so I can stretch it out.

"Hey" I say hazily. I hadn't realized how tired I really was. I wasn't going to deny the fact that I was a little scared to fall asleep without my mom here like she always is. To be honest I am still kind of shocked that she left me here. This would only be like the second time she has ever done that.

"Are you getting tired?" He says while standing from the chair and stretching is arms and legs.

"yeah a little. you?" I ask but soon remember he was just asleep.

"Even though I just took like an hour nap, I am exhausted. Today was quite a stressful day." he walks over to my side stroking my hair with his soft hands. I nod in agreement. He smiles. "You know. Even after everything you have been through today you still look beautiful? I mean you just have this natural glow." I can tell I am blushing when I feel the heat rush into my cheeks. Nash bends down and kisses my lips. His soft lips touch mine softly but I cant control what my mouth does when it begins to open allowing him entrance without even asking. He takes his opportunity and enters his tongue into my mouth tracing the walls. My arms move up to his buff shoulders pulling him down to lay down with me. I make sure not to break the kiss through the movement. He doesn't hesitate at the offer and lays down next to me in the tiny hospital bed. Once he has comfortable on the bed his arms move to my waist slowly making sure I am okay and carefully pulling me closer to him. My arms reach around his neck as his tongue still moves in sync with mine. His hand rub my lower back. I am silently thanking the nurse for taking me off the risers for my legs. This would be a lot harder and less romantic if they were still present. Nash's mouth taste of mint. I don't think I have ever felt so right. I find a small moan leave my mouth followed by his name.

"Vi, I love you." he says into my mouth. I stop the kiss momentarily to look into his eyes.

"Nash." I pause as I quickly peck his lips. "I love you more than you could ever imagine." he smiles and reaches his hand to my face. His hand softly grazes my face and I press my cheek into his hand. He lifts my chin and kisses me softly. I would have deepened it, but my exhaustion has caught up to me. "Nash. I am tired as hell. Like I don't think I can keep my eyes open for another minute." He laughs lightly planting a kiss on my forehead.