***Nash's POV***
It has been 20 minutes since Violet left me for Carter. Her food is sitting on the table in front of me. Awaiting her arrival just like me. I am worried. What if she fell for his self pity shit? What if they're in there right now fucking in the back of the SUV? Nah. Now I am being too drastic. Violet wouldn't do that to me. She loves me and I love her. But I am worried about her being alone with Carter for this long. What could they possibly be talking about for this damn long?
***Violet's POV***
After I thought about it more and more in front of Carter, I lost it again. I sobbed in his shoulder for what seemed like an hour. He wasn't being too over bearing but held me while I cried out of frustration.
"Hey." he said softly. I was laying on his lap with my hands in my face. thinking about all of this. "Don't over think it. You have time. Nash doesn't know what just happened and he doesn't have to unless you want him to." he says sweetly as he puts his fingers through my loose curls on his thigh. "I will wait for you... even if you pick him, I will be here for you Violet." I smile and sit up. I grab his face this time and crash my lips to his. I don't know if I will ever be able to touch him like this again so I take advantage of this moment and kiss him harder. And harder. Carter breaks the kiss. "Okay. I enjoyed that and everything but we should probably get back in there before someone gets suspicious and Nash doesn't freak out more than he already has." I smile.
"So does this mean you'll come back inside and join us. Please?" I say with my bottom lip puckered out. He sighs in defeat.
"Yeah. But if I storm out after he kisses you right in front of me, I am sorry." he says with a straight face. I knew he was serious so I didn't push it any farther. "Oh and Vi, before we go... I need to tell you something." he says looking into my eyes and then out the window.
"Yeah?" I wait for a response.
"I... um.. I-I l-love you-u." he stutters out the words. I sit there in shock for a moment. and then he speaks up again to ruin the awkward silence. "Lets go inside." I leave a last peck on his lips. I know it was wrong, but damn did it feel right. I don't know who to fucking choose now. This is all too much and me kissing Carter again didn't make it any easier on myself or the situation.
Carter hops out before me and grabs my folded wheelchair from the security guard. He lifts me out of the vehicle and into the seat of the wheelchair that I have grown to dislike. I thank him and he rolls me into the building. Nash's eyes dart to me when we enter the room.
"Oh thank God, you're back!" Nash screams running towards me and grabbing the attention of the rest of the group. Carter and I both receive confused looks from just about everyone. Tristyn, who may I add knows me way to well, gives me the 'what the fuck just happened look", I give her a reassuring nod and knew this would be a very long night of explaining. Nash wraps me up in my arms and Carter rolls his eyes and walks over to one of the empty seats next to Matt.
"So I see you got him to come back in. What happened? What did he tell you?" Nash asks. I don't know why but I felt annoyed with all of his questions.
"Oh he was just saying that he was extremely tired and he told me about this bad dream he had that kept him up all night." I lie. Nash buys it and pushes me over to the table.
"Here is your food babe." Nash hands me a bag of two tacos and my barely drank raspberry tea. I nod to thank him and he kisses my head. I silently thank God that Carter didn't see that gesture of affection. Everyone was talking amongst themselves when Carter speaks up.
"So where are we going after this?" he asks the whole group. I like that he is trying to be happy again. Trying. Well who wouldn't be after lip-locking his best friend's girl my conscience reminds me. I silently curse myself for the mess I brought myself into.
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Saving Me ~Nash Grier and Carter Reynolds Fanfic~
FanfictionViolet Owens has cancer and her mother trying to comfort her makes the best decision ever. She gets Violet to meet Nash Grier the only happy thing in her life. What will happen? Will they fall in love? Will she fall in love with someone else? Or wil...