I know that smell.. I know that smell anywhere..but It cant be...
I slowly opened my eyes I know for sure I'm not in my room.
My ceiling is not cream.
I turned to my side and came face to face to a lavander pillow.
*Definitely NOT my room... where am I?*
I groaned & touched my head..
*I think I had too much last night...*
I turned to my other side & see a black blob on top of the bed looks like hair...
*OH G.. Jun Ki... What the H*ll did you do last night!*
I screamed in my head...
I tried to get up and realize an arm is laying on top of thigh..
almost there... at the "GOAL"
I gently lifted it & placed it on the bed, I sat up & looked at the blob
of hair..
I gently brush the hair off the face & what I saw.. almost gave me a heart attack..
*OLIVE!!... *
I looked around her room. I cant stop smiling. I'm in her room. THIS is Olive's room.. recognizing some of her things.
I slowly got off the bed and walked around her room.. My heart swell as I see OUR picture on her desk. the picture of us blowing my birthday cake. I continue to look at her stuff and happy to see everything I gave her is still there. The antique Geisha haircomb I got for her from Japan..
The Lantern I bought in Shaghai.
I turned around & looked at her.
I'm starting to remember. I fell asleep on her doorstep. she might have found me.
*G! She will be so pissed. I'm Dead!*
I quietly walked toward her and sat beside her. I looked at her sleeping face. my heart ache for being away from her for so long..
she slowly opened her eyes.
"Hi... " I said
"hi yourself...... how are you feeling?" she said softly
"better than I deserve." I answered. She smiled at me.
"You're such a dumbdumb..." she straighten up and looked at me.
I cant look at her, I feel guilty..
"OW! whats that for!" rubbing my forehead.. she flicked me!!
"that's for drinking too much!! This... "
She flicked me again!
"OW!! That hurts!!"
"...is for sleeping outside when its cold! and this...
I grabbed her hand before she can flick me for the 3rd time.
"let go... " she hissed at me.
"NO."
she tried to pull her hand but my grip is tight.
"I hate you."
"is that why you run away from me?"
"No.... I didn't ran away...."
"yeah right!"
"dont change the subject!" she said...."thats different. I hate you now for what you're doing to yourself."
"what? tell me. why in G name do you hate me?!"
"what are you doing JK? I was so afraid when I saw you passed out in front of my apartment! I was so scared I thought you were dead!
"Olive..."
"no! dont you ever. ever scare me like that again!. ever."
She stood up and went to the door, I ran to her and block her way.
"move."
"lets talk. please."
"Move. if you still want to have kids. "
She pushed herself out of the room.
*NO!*
I grabbed her & hugged her from behind.
"Why do you always push me away...?"
"thats not true."
"why did you ran away?"
she didnt answer.
I hugged her tighter. I inhaled her scent.
"talk to me Olive.. we used to talk about everything."
she turned around and faced me.
"this is not one of them..."
she stepped back from my hold.
"wash your face and brush you teeth. you breath smell terrible."
