If I told you I loved you

Chapter 9

Draco's POV

It's Sunday morning and I can't Wait to get back to Hogwarts. Yesterday was surprisingly more fun than I expected camping to be, even though we went swimming in freezing cold water, that Hermione didn't use the correct charm on to warm it up. None of us had the heart to tell her. We slept on the cold, hard ground and went on a half day hike. Now I would normally complain about all these things but I did them with people who actually care about me and want me in their company, well maybe not Weasley, but I felt like I was important. Without these people, especially Harry, I don't think I would be in the right state of mind, because of these people, my suicide thoughts lessened each day. Every time Harry holds my hand, he rubs my scars unconsciously and that is what gets me through the days, just knowing that someone cares.

"Draco." Harry whispered in my ears, he thought I was asleep. "What?" I whispered back. "I want to get back to Hogwarts early. Pack all your stuff and I'll put the tent away when everything is packed." He said and kissed my cheek. I smiled and turned around to see Harry fully dressed and all packed. How did he do that without me noticing? "Alright" I confirmed as I sat up. I got dressed and had all of my stuff, along with the sleeping bags, out of the tent within ten minutes. Harry packed up the tent and told Ron and Hermione we were leaving as I told Pansy and Blaise.

We set off back to Hogwarts hand in hand. Harry rubbed my scars on my wrist again. A smile crept its way onto my face and I couldn't make it go away. "Holy shit, I never thought I'd see the day that Draco Malfoy actually smiled." Harry teased. "Shut up scar head." I elbowed his arm. "So are you gonna tell me why you're so happy, or are you just gonna blush about it, like a girl?" Harry asked with a smirk. "Well no I'm not going to tell you, seeing as you're so rude." I faked a tantrum, crossed my arms and turned away from Harry, with a slight smile on my face. "Argh, come on Draco, I was only joking." Harry grabbed back my hand and pulled me to continue walking. "No, you can live without it, the unknown eating away at you until you die." I sated matte-o'- factly. "Fine, I'll just have to kiss it out of you." Harry said, dropped the bags and the tent, and tackled me to the ground. He pinned me on the hard, wet ground, sat on my lap and smothered my face and neck in quick kisses. "Argh stop!" I yelled but I didn't really want him to stop. "Not-until-you-tell-me-why-you're-smiling!" Harry muttered in between kisses. "No." I said stubbornly. He looked at me and smirked before he smashed his lips onto mine and forcefully, but passionately kissed me. I let him have dominance and he brushed his bumpy sweet tongue against my own before he licked across my bottom lip and than bit it gently. Oh my god, Harry is hot when his possessive. The kiss ended, much to my disappointment, and he got right off of me, winked and walked to pick everything up and leave me. "Where are you going?" I called after him as I stood up. He didn't answer so I ran to catch up with him. "What was that for?" I asked, flustered. Harry looked at me and rolled his eyes. Oh, I'm getting the silent treatment. "So you're just not going to talk to me until I tell you?" I asked and he nodded with an amused expression on his face. "Fine, you can't ignore me forever potter." I said and grabbed his hand, but it was limp in my own, I know it's a joke but it hurt much more than he intended it to. I let go and crossed my arms, trying to hide the hurt that was displayed on my face. We walked the rest of the way back to Hogwarts in silence.

I wasn't sure if this was a serious argument or a battle to see who can hold out the longest but it was soon becoming really hard to resist hugging Harry or even touching him. I really wanted this to be over, but I have to prove that I'm stronger. By now we were all showered and clean, sitting in the common room after lunch. Harry was sitting on the chair across from me and Pansy was sharing my seat. "Hey, Dray. Are you and Harry okay?" Pansy lent in and whispered so that no one else heard. "I think so, he's just playing that he's mad at me because I wouldn't tell him something. It isn't even a big deal. I don't think." I said and frowned my eyebrows. "Oh, okay. I wasn't sure if you two had a fight because you left early, or something like that." "Okay." I went back to reading my book and Harry was talking to Blaise and Hermione about something. We sat like this, just talking and catching up on homework, until dinner. Harry sat next to me and Hermione sat next to him, though Harry didn't talk to me or anyone the whole dinner. Maybe he is actually pissed at me. But I was so confused, it was eating me alive. Ron and Blaise were talking about what they wanted to do after Hogwarts and the girls were talking about what potion they wanted to do for O.W.L.S, Harry and I just sat there not talking, it was quite awkward.

Once we got back and sat at the fire place again for a while, I went to bed. Seeing as I already showered that day, I stripped down to my boxers and put on my grey old muggle shirt. I slipped into bed and drew pictures in the air with my wand and a light charm. I was half way through drawing an elephant when Harry strutted in. He too put on a muggle shirt after he was mostly naked but I was surprised when he got into my bed. I was even more surprised when he cuddled up to my back and slipped his hands down the side of my boxers and drew circles on my hip. Just as I started to relax and get used to this feeling, he moved his hands closer to my groin and he kissed below my ear and down my neck. He earned a moan from me as he hit my sweet spot on my neck and grabbed my cock. He began thrusting his hand up and down my now hard member and continued to kiss and suck my neck. Pure joy and lust spread right through my body, I moaned again and all of a sudden it all stopped. Harry turned around and climbed out of my bed to get to his. He smirked and winked and me as I glared at him. "God I hate you." I spat at him as I turned my back to him and tried to calm down and sleep. "I swear you were supposed to be sorted into Slytherin, back in first year. You're a little shit." I retorted again. Harry chuckled and hummed in response. Two can play this game potter. I soon fell asleep knowing tomorrow was going to be fun.

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