Atheist Foxhole
Bedroom confessional
The ceiling, listening professional
Self doubt is obsessional
I have been told to find Jesus
The surgeon to cut into my chest
A spiritual prosthesis
But the genius of my thesis
Is freethinking is my weakness
Maybe considered strength
To keep fairy tales and hymns at arm's length
Sorry preacher we are on different wavelengths
I am digging deeper into my skin
But still haven't found what I am looking for
And I keep digging deeper into my skin
But still haven't found what I am looking for
You say I have a hole
devil tugging on my soul
Preventing me to be whole
I just need to sit myself in a church
Do a little soul search
And take my pride off its perch
But I have done my research
I can't be confined to scripture
My eyes on a bigger picture
Rational and practical thought in the mixture
I am digging deeper into my skin
But still haven't found what I am looking for
And I keep digging deeper into my skin
But still haven't found what I am looking for
Dreaming of my death bed
Bolts bursts from the bulkhead
Back and forth mental bloodshed
Religion today is multiple choice
All with a self proclaimed voice
Enabling many to rejoice
But I sit here on the sidelines
Dodging all the landmines
Living life without your guidelines
I am digging deeper into my skin
But still haven't found what I am looking for
And I keep digging deeper into my skin
But still haven't found what I am looking for
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