Sat in my own filth many times before
But this is the longest the shit stuck the floor
Fucking taking lashes and asking for more
1, 2, 3, 4, what the hell is all for?
I am here ... in the pit
Hardened skin; cloak and dagger
Demons within, hammer to the head and I stagger
Kneeling on the ground and I am the bagger
Friend to a lover, and lover to a stranger
I am here...in the pit
What is trust?
Expose it to the air and watch it rust
Hold in your hand as turns to dust
Blown away by the sudden gust
I am here... in the pit
I loved you and gave you everything
You saw what I was, what I wanted to be
But you took my trust and faith away from me
Now I am left swallowed by the sea
I am here...in the pit
I am passing out my resume to the next on the line
To find someone willing to deal with me is hard to find
Messages online read, deleted, and I'm left behind
Sitting in my chair with agony entwined.
I am here ... in the pit
Don't look at me with your damn pity
I don't need you to be sorry for me
That bitch was sorry as she went to flee
Gave me sympathy in a absentee
I am here... in the pit
I expose myself to all of you
I give you something to chew
Just know this can to you; this is true
Be grateful for who you have because time may be due
You might here.... in the pit.