Kids Don't Care if You're Alright

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Gerard "yes Frankie?"
"What do you have besides insomnia?"
"Oh I have depression and anxiety with a mix of alcoholism"
"Why?"
"When I was in high school kids would pick on me to the point were I slit my wrists" I held up my wrists to reveal the white lines that littered my wrists.
" I wanted it all to end. So I started drinking and dreading school. I would get real let headed when I walked up the gray cracked sidewalk. Because I knew when I walked into school someone would spit "fag" at me or literally spit on me. I would cry myself to sleep each night because there was nothing else I could do but cry, drink and sleep."
" I'm so sorry Gerard"
I grinned "I just realized that kids don't care if you're alright"
"Why are you grinning"
"I'm grinning because I found out that the group of kids that made fun of me couldn't get into college!" I bursted out laughing but the laughter turned into heart wrenching sobs. "Shhhhh it's okay Gerard " " NO ITS NOT FRANK!!! HOW CAN YOU SAY ITS OKAY YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I DEAL WITH ON A DAILY BASES!!!!"
" what if I do"
" trust me you don't"
I got up and made coffee and Frank followed me in. I handed him his mug and grabbed my medication from the shelf above the sink. "Damn pills don't work" I muttered and popped them in my mouth and washed them down with my coffee.

Thx for reading my fanfic lovelies more to come!!! - I

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