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seventeen

hoseok's pov
i hesitantly stepped into the bakery/café. it was the place where eunmi brought me to the last time. and i remembered her aunt worked her. i didn't know if this was a good idea. because the last time we were here, her aunt assumed that we're together, but we weren't. but now, we are.

and i didn't tell eunmi about me meeting soori today. but that's not the point. i'm meeting my ex-girlfriend. and that is just wrong in a girl's dictionary.

my eyes travelled around the café, until i spotted a familiar face. she stood up, smiling brightly and waving at me. i sighed lowly and made my way towards her, trying to have the biggest smile ever. but i couldn't. she isn't eunmi.

even though we weren't doing anything wrong in particular. her presence next to me was just wrong in general. we weren't even suppose to be hanging out.

then i sat opposite her, moving the chair back a little. because i decided if i was suppose to be a proper boyfriend for eunmi, i better act like one. so i have decided to leave a distance between me and her.

soori seemed to noticed how i moved the chair. so she moved towards me, and grabbed my hands into her. i quickly jerked away from her, sending her a glare. "look, if we're here to talk about seoul. then let's do this quick." i said coldly.

she rolled her eyes. "you seriously think i would call you out just for you to introduce seoul to me?" she asked in a sassy tone. i knew it. she could do this all alone because she was an adventurer. why would she ask me to bring her around seoul?

"if that's the case, i'm leaving." i mumbled, getting up. but she was quick enough to grab onto my wrist, turning me towards her. i gave her my poker face. "if you dare leave, i'm exposing everything to eunmi." she threatened. my heart skipped a beat when she said that. i sighed heavily, and sat back down.

just when i sat down, she gave me the widest smile. which make me wanna barf out everything i ate from the day before.

"today, i want you to spend your time with me." she spoke. i coughed loudly. "what?!" i shouted in disbelief. she shrugged her shoulder. "i meant what i said." 'bitch.' i thought.

"and if i tell eunmi everything, you won't have anything to threaten me with." i said. she scoffed, leaning closer to me. "do you even dare to tell her?" she asked in a low voice. i stared at her blankly. she's right. do i dare? obviously not. it took me so much courage to tell her i used to cheat.

i kept quiet, indirectly telling soori that she have won. she only smirked. then she scooted next to me, tightly holding onto my arm. just like she used to, when we were still in love.

god, i miss the day when we first fell in love with each other. we were so happy then. and so, we got together. but everything started tumbling down. then eventually, it didn't work out for us. and i left. i was such a jerk.

i shook my head. i shouldn't be thinking of all this. i have eunmi now. eunmi and i are happy now. then i secretly glared at soori. i'm just hoping that she wouldn't ruin my relationship with eunmi. i know her. she'd do anything to have someone she love.

then she snapped me out of my thoughts, shouting my name into my ear. i pushed her away lightly and glared at her. "what do you want?" i asked coldly. she pouted and started whining. it used to be cute when we were together. but not anymore.

"stop doing that. it's irritating." i said in an annoyed tone. she stopped pouting and looked at me. "but you used to like it.." she mumbled. "you said it. i used to. not anymore." i said in a sassy tone.

"honestly what do you even see in that girl eunmi? she's just rude." as soon as those words left her lips. i banged my hands on the table, gaining attention from customers in the store. but i couldn't care less.

"do you not think that you're rude? trying to interfere in our relationship? do you seriously not think that i know your motives?" i blurted out. soori looked at me, eyes widened. then she stood up. "what's my motives then?" she asked. i scoffed. "we both know what is it."

she sat back down, panting angrily. she always does this whenever she's angry; panting loudly. it's so annoying.

there was a few minutes of awkward silence, when suddenly she stood up and pulled me out of the bakery. to god-knows-where.

soon, i find us outside a night club. then i glared at her. "is this why you changed the timing?" i asked and she nodded. "i thought that we could talk somethings over a few drinks." she spoke and walked inside the club.

the club. it is basically her second home. she was either at home, school or the club. and i have to say that she went to the club more often than she went to school. she was a wild animal.

but she stopped going to the club ever since we started dating. but then it all went down with me. when i was super stressed, so i went to the club. even though we promised not to. but i didn't want to tell her about my problem. because she was the problem.

ever since she found out that i went to the club, and accidentally have a one-night stand. she started going back to the club. and that's how everything got worst between the two of us.

i hesitantly entered the club, showing the bouncer my id card. then he let me in. i scanned around the club, finding soori. to see her by the bar, ordering some drinks for us, i guess.

i sat next to her, and looked at her, who has already started drinking shots. i sighed heavily. her alcohol habits never dies, huh?

"honestly when you left me, i was so wrecked." she broke the silence. my eyes widened at her words. "why?" i asked in curiosity. she let out a low laugh. "heck. it was because i love you." she rolled her eyes. i scoffed. "if you love me, you wouldn't find another guy." i mumbled softly. but she heard me.

she turned to me, giving me a slight glare. "are you trying to say that you never loved me?" she asked in a stern tone. "i did love you. but it all died." i sighed. "what went wrong hoseok?" she finally asked. this was the question i have been dying to answer.

"because i was fucking annoyed of you, okay? you give me so much stress. and you don't even know." i started spilling out.

"first of all, you tell everything to your friends. like literally everything. do you know how embarrassing it is, to hear what type of sex positions  i have done with you, whenever i walk down the hallways? heck it felt like i have been invaded."

"second, you flirt with all my guy friends. like are you not happy that you have me? third, whenever we go to the mall, you'll always have me pay for your stupid branded bags. why do you even need them? you have so many of them."

i panted heavily after i blurted all those things out. then i drank a whole glass of beer. "do you know how hard it was for me?" i asked, my voice cracking. soori looked at me, apologetically. "i'm sorry, i didn't know. you looked happy." she looked away.

"you said it. i looked happy. but i'm not." i mumbled.

"but do you even know many fucking nights i cried-" with that, the conversation went on and on. drinks after drinks. we were both feeling fucked.

soori went to the bathroom, and came back soon enough. then she sat on my lap. i quickly placed my hands on her waist, adjusting her, so i would feel comfortable too.

just then, she sat on my bulge. i let out a low moan. soori turned back, looking at me, with eyes filled with lust. then she leaned towards me, closing the gap between us. as she captured my lips into hers.

she cupped my cheeks into her hands, as i tightened my grip around her waist. then her hands travelled to my lower area, palming it. sinful moans left my lips. my moans got louder as she quickened her pace.

"eunmi~" i moaned. then she stopped and i let out a pout. "daddy's gonna get punished tonight." she cooed in my ears.

i licked my lower lips eagerly. then she pulled us into a room.

and once again, i'm sure i fucked up another relationship. all because i was drunk.

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