↠ uncover ↞ j.h.s

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eunmi's pov
it has been two days ever since i avoided hoseok. it's not that he doesn't knows what's going on. he is fully aware of what's happening. i guess soori told him what she did. every now and then, i would see hoseok glaring at soori in class.

even though this has happened, i didn't ask the teacher to switch our seats. i still have that little hope in me that he would come to me, and apologize for what he did. and that he would promise that it would never happen again.

but it seems like that will never happen. he's so into glaring at soori that he may or may not have forget that i have feelings too. what happened to the apologetic hoseok? even though i disliked it a lot at that time. but i feel like he has the rights to apologize to me about this. this is way too much.

so here i am, going home alone again. well, at least that's what i thought. i was looking at the road, not fully aware of what's ahead of me. i was too into my world that i didn't notice someone was calling for me. until the person placed their hand on my shoulder. my body tensed up and i quickly turned back to see hoseok panting heavily.

he calmed down and looked at me in the eyes. as his hands travelled towards my rosy cheeks, cupping it. then he planted a kiss on both my eyes, only for me to tear up again. i miss him so much. even though it has only been two days. it felt like forever to me. it felt like hell without him. i was suffering.

but here he stood before me, looking deep into my eyes. as a sorry slipped through his lips. only for me to break down in front of me. even though i have cried in front of him once or twice. but i felt like today was gonna be the worst memory for us both.

i have never cried so much in front of someone. for my whole life i've only cried in front of jimin. not even jungkook that has been my best friend for years.

after crying so much in his embrace, i looked up at him with red puffy eyes. he sighed and wiped my tears away. "have you not been sleeping?" he asked and my heart broke at his voice; i've been craving for it so much. i finally got it.

i shook my head slightly. he only sighed and pulled me towards somewhere. until i realized we were heading towards the park near our neighbourhood.

then we sat down on the bench, next to each other. there was an awkward silence. neither of us said anything. there wasn't any bird chirping. only the sound of the wind howling. it was a chilly day. perfect for everything. but the situation we are in now, is ruining it.

my body tensed up when he grabbed my hands into his's. i looked at him, eyes widened. while he smiled back at me sadly. no wait. i can't even read his expression anymore. i don't get what he's trying to say. i don't know hoseok anymore.

"eunmi." "hoseok." the both of us spoke at the same time. hoseok chuckled awkwardly, scratching the back of his head. while my heart broke a little more. all because i missed him calling my name.

"you go first." i mumbled quietly. he nodded. then he cleared his throat. "i'm sorry. i really am." he spoke. then he cupped my cheeks with his hands, making me look at him right in his eyes, that seemed to be sad. no. it looked more like he pitied me. i don't know.

"i was drunk at that time, i didn't know what i was doing. i bet soori didn't know what she was doing either." he continued. i scoffed at his words. she didn't know what she was doing? lies. "she obviously know what she's doing. she recorded the damn video." i mumbled in a stern voice, removing my hands from his's.

"i'm so sorry eunmi. forget about that video. give me a second chance." he pleaded. my eyes widened at his words. honestly i wasn't expecting him to ask me for a second chance. not when i was about to ask for a break up.