Chapter 20

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Lausyn's POV
"Honey, it's time for school" I hear my mom say from behind my bedroom door.

I groan and get up.

**time skip**
Before I walk downstairs, I put my phone in my back pocket.

"Want some breakfast?" My mom asks me as I walk into the kitchen.

"No thanks" I mumble, sitting down at the table.

"How are you and Jonas?" She asks to try to change the subject. My heart broke when I heard his name.

"W-we're o-okay" I say shakily, trying not to cry.

"Honey, are you okay?" She asks me, walking over to me.

"No" I sob and break down into a hard cry.

"Oh sweetie." She comforts me with a hug,"what's wrong?"

"A lot of t-things" I cry.

"Do you want to talk about them?" She asks and sits in the seat beside me, still holding my hand.

"Not really." I breathe.

"Okay, well. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. Okay?" She comforts.

I look at her.

"No! I don't understand! I don't understand why people think I have an amazing life when I don't! Everyone just thinks they can help me but they don't help! They just make things worse! Jonas and I are fighting! Gabby stopped talking to me! I lost everyone I loved! I lost everything! I lost everyone that loved me!" I pause to breathe,"even Hunter turned on me! He just used me! He used me to try to get in my pants! I was almost rapped!"

At this point, I was sobbing, pulling at the roots of my hair.

My mom stays quiet, but tears were falling down her face.

"Hon-"

"NO! DONT!" I yell and run out of my house.

I just ran. And ran. And ran. And ran.

I didn't know where I was running. I just kept going.

Once I'm out of breath, I stop and realize where I ran.

The cemetery where my father was buried..

I walk inside and find my father's grave.

I read the tombstone that I've read maybe 10000 times in my life.

"Dave Lee McBride
July 2, 1969- August 23, 2015
Gone but not forgotten.♥️" I read aloud.

I sit down next down next to the tombstone and lie my head on it.

"Hey dad" I say five minutes later.

"Life's getting hard."

"I really don't see the purpose of living anymore."

"No one loves me anymore, or at least that's what I think."

"I just...c-can't" I start to cry.

I bring my hands up to my face and cry into my them.

All of a sudden, my phone starts to buzz.

I jump and grab it quickly.

I see a Twitter notification from Jonas.

I decide to check his Snapchat because why not?

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I decide to check his Snapchat because why not?

I decide to check his Snapchat because why not?

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I don't know if they were exactly directed to me, but I could guess that he was thinking about me

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I don't know if they were exactly directed to me, but I could guess that he was thinking about me.

"I knew I would find you here" a voice says from behind me. I whip my head around to see my mother.

I break my eyes from her and look at the ground.

"You're gonna get dirty" she says pointing at the mud.

"I don't care" I mumble.

"Call him." She simply demands.

"What?" I ask slightly confused.

"Call Jonas. I know you have your phone. Now, do it." She demands.

"I don't know if I can" I say resting my head on the tombstone.

"Oh yes you can!" She says snatching my phone and opening it. I see her hit the phone app and find Jonas's number.

Next thing I knew the phone was ringing, and it was by my ear.

I kept mouthing 'I cant' and shaking my head.

My mom smiles and shakes her head as well.

"Hello?"

Oh that voice. I missed that voice so much.

"Um.. hi" I speak weakly.

"Oh hey." He says awkwardly.

"So.. I just wanted to say that.. I-I'm s-sorry.. I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions about that girl." I say sounding as sorry as possible, tears falling down my face.

"I'm sorry about yelling at you.. I didn't mean it. I was just on vacation and I didn't want to deal with any drama." He speaks apologetically,"I missed you. Gosh, I missed you so bad."

"Aww. I missed you too." I smile, hope in my voice.

"I love you, Lausyn. And I'm glad you called. I was about to go insane without hearing your voice again." He laughs and I laugh along with him.

"I love you too, Jay Bear" I smile.

We talk all day and finally end the call at 1AM.

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