Best Friends // Grayson Dolan Fanfiction

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Grayson's POV

She is perfect.

Always.

She looks up at me and I look into her eyes.

I know I am in love with her.

But.. Its not something I can tell her yet.

She presses her lips against mine once again and I just feel myself falling more.

This whole love thing is so embarrassing.

Like. Why does it feel like this.. I am supposed to be a man. Men aren't supposed to have these feelings right?

I know she doesn't love me back.. Thats why I said the friends with benefits thing instead of asking her to be my girlfriend.

Because she doesn't feel the same as I do.

Everything about her just.. Sends me over the edge.

Her lips moving against mine is the best feeling in the world.

Her arms wrap around my neck and she holds me to her as if I was about to pull away.

No. I could kiss her forever.. Well.. I would probably die from loss of oxygen.. But I wouldn't mind.

Seems like a nice way to die.

Kissing the girl of your dreams.

I hate her dad.

So much. He doesn't need to touch her at all.

I don't even want him to glance her way ever again.

But I know there is nothing I can really do.
Maybe kill him.. No. no I would get in trouble

The only thing I can do is be here for her.

But if he touches her again.. I swear to god.. I will kill him.

Like I don't care if he is possibly stronger than me.

We will find out.

She still doesn't break the kiss but slows it down more.

She finally pulls away the slightest bit but I wrap my arms tighter around her and press my lips back to hers.

I start leaning her backwards until I am hovering over her.

I hold myself up but keep myself close to her, my chest against hers.

With every move of our lips, my heart explodes a little.

I very slowly pull away from the kiss and lean my forehead against hers.

She is so beautiful.

I get up off of her and pull my phone out of my pocket.

"What are you doing?" She asked I put my music on shuffle and then sit down next her.

Headlines by Drake came on.

It is her all time favorite song and she always gets so happy when its on.

She sits up and smiles and then started doing a little dance with the music.

"Faded way too long I'm floating in and out of consciousness. And they sayin' I'm back, I'd agree with that. I just take my time with all this shit, I still believe in that" She sang

She knows all the words but only ever sings certain parts.

"I know I exaggerated things, now I got it like that. Tuck my napkin in my shirt, cause I'm just mobbin' like that" She sang closing her eyes and patting her chest and then putting her two hands up with her two middle fingers down.

She continues singing and does hand motions to certain parts and I laugh and sing along also.

God she is so cute

After a while I notice that Alissa is starting to get tired.

"Come on.. Lets go back to mine" I said and she nods a little and slowly gets up.

"You want a piggy back ride?" I asked and she nodded.

I turn around and she jumps up and wraps her legs around my waist as I caught them, and wraps her arms around my neck loosely.

She rests her head in the crook of my neck and I started the walk back home.

After a while, I finally get back to the apartment building and make my way to the elevator.

"Am I too heavy?" She asked me.

"Light as a feather" I replied starting to do squats in the elevator while holding her and she giggles tiredly.

The elevator dinged and I walk out and go to my door and quickly realize I had forgot the key.

Now I know how Ethan felt earlier.

I ring the doorbell repeatedly and he finally answers.

"Sorry. Forgot my key" I said and he lets me in.

I go to my room and she slides off me and crawls into my bed.

I smile a little and crawl into the bed with her.

"Goodnight Alissa" I said and she cuddles into my chest.