Curses And Kisses ;Book One (Jacksepticeye x Reader)

Breaking Walls

"Miss (Y/N)?" A nurse called. I stood up and held tightly to my mother in law's hand. "Nervous much?" She giggled. We opened the door to the room, I smiled at the doctor, "Hello Mrs. McLoughlin." "Hello Dr.Prescott." I smiled, and laid down onto the medical table. "So how are we today?" He asked, lifting up my t-shirt a little. "Good. I guess. I brought my mom with me today." I sighed as he put the blue stuff on my stomach, it was cold, but I was used to it. "Hopefully good news." My mom laughed. "Or just news in general." I stuttered. He put the stick (Hehe) on my stomach, I automatically heard a heart beat. "Well. The baby...it's health is fine. Not the greatest, but. It's okay." He sighed. "What do you mean, not the greatest?" Mom asked. "He needs more nutrients." He stated. (Don't know how to spell that word, sorry.) "He?" I asked. "He's not getting enough food?" She worried. "Very little. (Y/N). You need more sleep and rest. And you." He pointed to my mother, "Make sure that happens. Congrats on the baby boy." My mother scolded him, "No, it's definitely a girl. Not a boy." "I can't really tell. The baby isn't formed enough. We'll have to reschedule. Goodbye Mrs. McLoughlin." He waved us away.
                       -In the Car-
     "Let's cook you a good meal." Mom said, smiling at the road. "I'm not hungry. But I'm sure Sean and Mark would love to eat." To be honest, I was hungry, I just didn't have the stomach. "I bet the baby would like it to." She sighed, "Well. At least try and get some sleep like he said. Please?" I nodded, "I can try."
                           -Home-
      "Hello guys." I called, opening the front door. "Jack! That was unfair!" Mark cried like a two year old. "Was not." Sean laughed. Mom went into the kitchen to prepare a meal, I sat down with Sean and Mark. "Hey guys!" I waved to the camera. "(Y/N) is here now! Yay!" Sean hugged me tightly. "You want to play MarioKart with us?" Mark asked. I opened my mouth, mom replied for me, "She needs to get rest. And food. Doctors orders." "I'll only play for a little! Promise!" I smiled at her. She frowned at me, "Only a little."
           I took the game pad from Sean's arms. "Hey." He whined. "Mine." I giggled, holding the pad to my chest. He laughed, "Okay. I'll let you use it. If you tell your secret." "Fine." I mumbled, "I'm scared of bunnies." I joked. "No. (Y/N), for real. The truth." Mark ordered. "Right here? Right now?" I worried. Sean shook his head, "No ones judging." I read some of the comments rolling past. Most of them said, "We love you no matter what." Or "I ship Sean and (Y/N)." I sighed, "Okay. Guys. Sean and I are-" The voices in my head began talking again.
            They'll hate you
   Your stealing Sean from them
                  Your messing up his life
     He's going to leave you
                  Just die already
        I began to tremble, "We're." Sean and Mark looked at me with worry, "(Y/N)?" I felt like all the blood left my body, I felt weak, I felt all my sleepless nights had finally caught up with me. "I'm going to go get some water." I stuttered. I went into the kitchen, Sean followed.
           I sipped on my water. "Are you okay honey?" Mom asked. I nodded and set the glass down, "Nervous." Sean rubbed my back, "Don't be. It's okay. They'll love it." "There may not even be an it." She added. I glared at her, "Mom. Not now." "What do you mean?" Sean cried and looked at me, "Your having a miscarriage?" "No. She's just not healthy, so that means the baby is not healthy. Sleep and food." Mother replied. "I'm sorry Sean. I just don't think I can do this." I ran upstairs to my bed room.
I shut the door, locking it behind me, and fell onto the bed with tears. I heard a knock, "(Y/N). Open up please." I cried harder into the pillow, "I'm sorry S-Sean. I'm so scared." I heard a bang, I looked up, Sean had broken the door down. "Sean." I sniffed, "Look what you did." He hugged me tightly, "I don't care about the door. I care about you." "Sean. Are we really ready to be parents? I mean look at us." I pushed him softly away, "Your schedule for YouTube is falling apart because of me. I can't even tell anybody about my pregnancy without getting worried. And I've. Done so much to you. I've ruined your life." "No you haven't." He laughed, "You've made it so much better. You've gave me love. And made me fight for it." "Isn't that a bad thing?" I wiped my tears away. "Not for me. I love you (Y/N)." He placed a soft kiss on my lips. I felt like a weight was lifted off my chest.
          "Dinner!" Mark called. The stream ended after that little thing I did. I felt bad, but I've should of just told them. Sean and I walked downstairs, hand in hand. "Where's mom?" Sean asked. "She left. She'll be back tomorrow. And she said that (Y/N) better get some sleep and food. She said she demands it." Mark laughed, setting 3 plates of (Favorite Meal) on the table. Sean and Mark sat down. "Coming to eat?" Sean asked. I rubbed my stomach, "Sure." I sat down with them and ate my meal, it was pretty good. "Feels good to have food in your stomach. Doesn't it?" Mark laughed. I nodded, "It does."