Curses And Kisses ;Book One (Jacksepticeye x Reader)

You Will Loose Your HeartAches

   (Your 5 months pregnant, and your a little bigger, but your glowing!)
           Two months. Two whole months, and I haven't talk to Sean, at all. It was killing me. I was begging for a kiss, a cuddle, anything. We would trade glances, that's about it. I want to run into his arms sometimes and cry, but something held me back. I don't know what.
We were sitting on the couch, watching TV. Well I was, Sean was on his phone. He was kinda mad because he had to cancel PAX, and for his birthday he stayed in his recording room to edit videos. I kept looking at him from time to time. He didn't even notice. "S-" I huffed and stayed quiet. I looked at my now big belly, knowing that there was a beautiful baby girl in there. Sean turned off his phone and settled it in his lap. He sighed, "(Y-)." I bursted into tears, "Sean. I'm sorry! I shouldn't acting like this." He hugged me, "No. It's okay. I shouldn't have yelled at you. It's stupid. Your an adult. You can handle yourself." "No. I should of listen to you and my dad. I should of stayed. I'm sorry." I sniffed. He used his thumb to wipe away my tears, "We're both sorry. Please stop crying." I nodded and hugged him tighter. He kissed my forehead, "Forgive me?" I nodded, "Forgive me?" "Of course." He smiled. I kissed his cheek, "Well. You've got to go record and so do I." I stood up and rubbed my stomach. "See you in a little then." He kissed my belly and walked upstairs into his recording room.
           "So the pregnancy is going great! And I'm really excited! I'll get Sean to do a video with me someday. But anyways! That's all I have for this video, and if you want to see more, how about you press the cute little like button! Thanks for watching, and I hope you have a beautiful night, or a fabulous day! Bye!" I hit stop, and sighed, rubbing my stomach once more. I had major back pain, but it wasn't the 'miscarriage' kind. I really wanted Sean rub my stomach, but he was upstairs recording, I could hear he yelling. He was playing a horror game, I forgot the name of it though. I couldn't take the pain anymore, I stood up and walked down the hall to Sean's recording room. "You mother fucker!" He screamed to his screen as I opened the door. "Sean?" I smiled, he spun around and removed his headphones, "Yeah princess?" I blushed embarrassingly, "Um. My stomach." "It's hurts?" He smiled. I nodded, "Yeah. You don't have to rub it, I can do it myself." He shook his head, pushed his chair back, and patted his lap, "Come sit." I smiled and crawled into his lap, wrapping my legs around his torso, and my hands around his neck. I rested my head on Sean's shoulder as he rubbed my stomach with one hand, and played the game with the other. "Sorry guys. (Y/N)'s stomach hurt, so I had to be the adult and rub the child's stomach." He smiled, kissing my cheek. "What game are you playing?" I mumbled, becoming sleepy from Sean's soft touching. "Some Dead By Daylight with the bros. Say hi guys!" Sean clicked off the game and opened up his Skype, showing Mark, Wade, and a very giddy Bob. I sighed, "Really Sean? Right now?" He laughed, "They don't mind. They know your pregnant." "Yeah. Don't worry about it." Wade smiled. "Hey (Y/N), don't even worry about it. We're dudes." Mark chuckled. "That's what I'm worried about." I giggled. Sean rubbed my back and kissed my cheek. "Sean. If I fall asleep on you, I'm sorry." I yawned. He opened his game back up, "Don't worry about it, its fine."
"Fuck you Wade!" Sean yelled, scaring me awake from my slumber. I jumped up and rubbed my eyes, "Yeah. Fuck you Wade." I earned a couple of chuckles. "Sorry for waking you princess." Sean ruffed my hair. "It's fine. Don't worry about it. I'm going to go eat something." I stood up and stretched my back. "Alright. See you in a bit." He pecked my cheek and returned to his game.
                "It's a beautiful day outside." I sighed, placing the piece of bread onto the plate, "The birds are singing." The cheese, "The flowers are blooming." The meat, "On days like these. Kids like me." And the last piece of bread, "Should be playing outside." I sat down at the dinner table and snacked on my sandwich. Just then, my phone started going off, playing Luigi's Mansion Remix, I picked it up, "McLoughlin Residents." "So what is this about you marrying your old time crush AND your expecting?" A familiar voice spoke. "Mom! Oh my goodness! Hey!" I giggled. "Hey Sweet Heart! How are you!" She smiled. "I'm great now that you called!" I did a happy dance. She then went silent. "Mom?" I asked. There was a knock at the door, I called for Sean.
               "What is it Princess?" Sean smiled. "Someone's at the door." I stated. He rolled his eyes playfully and opened the door, "Can I help you?" "Yeah. I'm looking for (Y/N) McLoughlin. She's my daughter." A woman spoke. I ran towards my mom and hugged her tightly. Her dark red hair was nice and curly, like how it was when I was younger. I looked into her blue eyes, "I missed you!" "I missed you to! I haven't seen you since graduation!" She kissed my cheek, "Your all grown up. Having kids. Getting married. Breaking the bed!" She giggled. "Mom!" I blushed embarrassedly. "He must be really good since he got you pregnant." Mom winked at me. Sean stuck his hand out, "Hello Mrs. (L/N). I'm Sean William McLoughlin. Your daughters soon to be husband." She put his hand down, "Call me mom. Or Laura. Whatever suits you." Sean rubbed the back of his head, "Do you remember me? At all?" "Sean. Of course I do. Your my daughters all time crush! That's all she could talk about is you, you, you, you, YOU! Her code name for you was Irish Daddy." Mom snickered. "Mom." I whined, "That was our little secret." "Oops!" She giggled, "So. How's the pregnancy?" Sean shrugged and wrapped an arm around me, "It's fine. I'm surprised morning sickness hasn't got to me yet." Mom chuckled, "Sean. How far along are you? Your not even showing yet." "Oh. Only 5 weeks. It's going smoothly." He rubbed his stomach. Mom laughed again, "Sean you always know how to make people smile. But I was talking to the real pregnant person here." "It's going...okay. Morning sickness is an ass. And then the baby kicks, and it hurts like hell. I'm so moody. And I eat so much." I started to cry, "I'm not pretty anymore." Sean tightened his grasp on me, "(Y/N). You are very pretty. Your glowing. Everything about you is beautiful." "Sweetheart. Your gorgeous." She kissed my forehead and rubbed my upper arm. I shook my head, "Your right. I need to stop thinking like that. And look at the brighter side, we're having a baby." "What's her name?" Mom asked, moving some hair out my face. "Ireland Rose McLoughlin. Yeah middle name is after-" "My moms, sisters, baby." Sean interrupted. "Sean. Truth. Now." Mom demanded. He sighed, "I had a girlfriend named Signe. We were expecting a baby, but she died at 3 months. On my birthday. We were going to name the baby Rose, since it was a girl." My mom hugged Sean tightly, "I'm so sorry Sean."
              "No! That's not fair!" I whined, as Sean pasted the finish line before me. "Pay up Princess." Sean smiled. I rolled my eyes and gave him a kiss. "Round...what round are we on now?" He asked. "Twenty two. Round twenty two." I yawned, "It's 10:37pm Sean. We need to get some sleep." "Sleep is for the weak." He mumbled, turning off the WiiU. "I'll just going to take a quick shower." I ran upstairs and grabbed a grey (or gray) towel from the closet. "Can I join you?" Sean asked, wiggling his eyebrows. "Hmm. Nope. Can't get me pregnant while I'm pregnant." I giggled, shouting the bathroom door on him.
                 The shower was hot and relaxing. My airways felt open, so I sang a little. For some reason, Cinderella was stuck in my head,(Sorry if you don't like the original animation. I love Cinderella and still do.) and I had to sing the song, "A dream. Is a wish. Your heart makes." "When your fast asleep." A sweet Irish voice sang. "Sean!" I giggled, shutting off the water, "I was having a moment." "Well. Please, continue." He replied. I wrapped the towel around me, "To late now." "No,no,no. I'll continue. I love your voice." He begged. "Then sing your heart out you Irish potato." I giggled, walking out of the bathroom and into our bedroom. I was digging through my dresser, when a pair of arms wrapped around me, "In dreams, you will loose your heartaches." I sighed, and sang, "Whatever you wish for come true." "Why were you singing that?" He asked, pecking my cheek. "I don't know. Just had it in my head." I grabbed Sean's Berlin shirt and his Flamingo shorts. "Noo. My shorts." He whined playfully. "Hey. I do laundry, I'm allowed to wear what I want." I giggled, putting on his clothes and plopping onto the bed. He took his shirt and pants off, and crawled in with me. "Sean. I love you." I yawned, resting my head on his chest. "And (Y/N). I love you." He rubbed my back and hummed softly, sending me to the land of sleep.
Words: 1654! Not counting this!
I tried to make this a long chapter, I was on a plane writing this. So sorry if there's LOTS of mistakes. I was tired, anyways! I hope you liked the chapter, and I hope to see you in the next one! Goodbye!