Never been kissed

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A few weeks later it's Tristan's birthday. Ivan and I are getting closer. I'm DEFINITELY falling for him. I have the biggest crush on him. I've learned so much about him he's 18 right now and in a few months I'm 17. So age won't be a problem if we want to be together. Ya who am I kidding he doesn't like me in that way. And I'd be to embarrassed to make a move. A little secret here I've never have or been kissed before. Not even like a sloppy forth grade one. Which is very embarrassing. I'm gonna be 17 in a few months!
Anyway we are throwing Tristan a birthday party tonight. I'm getting ready with Tessa right now. I suck a choosing party wear so she's helping a lot! Here's what she picked:

 I suck a choosing party wear so she's helping a lot! Here's what she picked:

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Obviously Tessa did my makeup because I could never get a smoky eye like that. I made her frustrated when I wouldn't wear heels because I'm more of a snicker girl.
People started coming and AJ was the DJ. More and more people came. There had to be like 50 people here. Tessa and I locked to door to our room because we didn't want anyone coming in and doing "the nasty" in our bed. I was able to find Ivan. "Hey!" He yelled. "Hi" I yelled back. "You lo..." the rest of what he said was drown out by the sound of music. "I can't hear you let's go up to my room to talk!" I yelled. He looked confused so I grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him up the stairs. I opened the door to Tessa and I's room. "Why are we in here?" He asked. "So we can hear each other." I laughed. "We need to talk." He said looking very serious. Oh my god! Are they kicking me out of team ten? "Is everything okay?" I asked very concerned. "I hope so." He said. Then he took a deep breathe and continued. "I like you Ane. And more than a friend. I like you in a girlfriend way." He said looking at me to continue. I looked at him confused for a few seconds. He looked nervous. Like he was going to throw up nervous. "Well that's good because I like you too." I said. He quickly pulled me into a hug. "Oh thank god I thought you were going to say no." He said laughing a bit.  I pushed away a bit. "What were you trying to say downstairs?" I asked looking into his beautiful eyes. He leaned in and whispered into my ear. "You look beautiful." I looked him for a few seconds and in that moment I need him. Like if we weren't pursed together completely we weren't close enough. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him in to kiss me. He wrapped his hands around my waste. And our lips touch. Gently the first time and sweetly the next. I felt the warmth of his body pushed into mine. Our sweet kisses turned more aggressive. We stopped when we needed to breathe for air. We rested our foreheads against each other. "Wow" he said a little out of breath. "Yeah" I said back. A few calm moment passed. Then the bedroom door swings open aggressively. Tessa comes in with Emilio. He pins her on the wall not realizing we were there. They started kissing aggressively while we just stood there in shock. Emilio started leaving traces of kisses down Tessa neck and finally Ivan gets a hold of himself after being amazed and clears his throat. "Oh my god." Tessa says as she looks over at us and starts to pull the straps of her dress back on. "I'm we were just leaving." I said and grabbed Ivan by the wrist and pulled him out quickly again. We ran down the hall laughing. "Did you know about this?" I asked him. "No, Emilio said he had his eye on someone but that's it!" He said looking back at the closed door we just came out of. "Well I'd say he has more than just an eye on her. More like his tongue down her throat!" I said laughing. "Which reminds me of this..." Ivan says pulling me closer to him. Our lips collide again. I pull him closer and our kissing gets even more aggressive. "Let's go dance." I say as our lips leave each other. He nodes and we go down and dance to the obnoxiously loud music.
Hope you like it! Tristan's birthday is the 21st but his party in this was the 19th.  Remember this it'll be important in the future!🙌🏻🕯🐇

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