as my tears splash on my paper and my lips tremble. i stifle my cries so i dont wake my family. i felt this coming for awhile. now that it has i dont know where to go from here. should i go back to KV? or stay in Hammond? i burned notes about him. i burned the sticker, i burned everything i could find. i wish i could print the pictures out and rip them up and watch them burn. as i write this i think of the good times but he hurt and wants to be friends. how can i? i wish i never dated him!! if i didnt i wouldnt be crying and broken. i hope you read this and i hope you know what you did. but what you dont know is how fine ill be maybe. you'll wish you didnt break up with me. i hope your happy.