no one gets why i cry. no one understands why i lock my door and sit in a corner rocking back and forth but yet im to blame. i sit waiting for him to try and touch me. he haunts my dreams and yet im suppose to act normal around him!! im scared and yet no one cares. how am i to force conversation with him?! im afraid but yet no one can feel or know the pain, panic, unease i feel when he is around. i need help and yet im drowing in my own pool of fear
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