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xxiv. piss off /February 27, 2014/

'Stand a little taller

You're embarrassing yourself!'

The voice in my head whispers

'What a whore!

She loves to dress like that!

For whom you ask?

The boys of course!'

They snicker

'Look at her stomach

All that

She should do something about it.'

I imagine them saying

'Ugh

Eat less piggy'

My head sneers

No

No

No

No

Voice in my head

Piss off

I'll stand however

I please

Screw you

Sometimes I feel confident in my skin

And I want to wear a shirt

That is maybe a little tighter

Than my baggy sweatshirt

I don't know

If they're saying it

But I know my head is.

Brain?

Shut up

I'm eating healthier

Yeah

I cheat sometimes

But if I feel like crap

I think I deserve a little chocolate

So piss off

Screw you

Shut up