dear diary | kwon soonyoung

response (try two)

soyeon was early to school as usual.

but soonyoung wasn't there.

of course he didn't usually come at this time, except for when he.

ya know.

confessed to her.

that moment was still vividly replaying in soyeon's head and she couldn't get it off her mind.

she'd been thinking about him all night long and couldn't fall asleep.

she got to school feeling tired and groggy, she knew this day was going to be shit and she couldn't wait for classes to be over.

she wrote soonyoung a note and placed it in his locker.

she wanted to apologise.

she hoped that soonyoung would forgive her for reacting so badly.

she didn't know what to do in the moment and was completely shocked.

she really didn't want to hurt soonyoung's feelings.

she wanted him to be happy.

because she really really liked him.

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soonyoung's day had started off really shit.

his dad shouted at him in the morning so he skipped breakfast.

he missed the bus and had to walk to school.

a car drove past and splashed mud at him.

this really was going to be a terrible day, he thought.

he got to school and instead of going to his locker as he usually would, he went to the bathroom to clean himself up.

the bell rang and he had no time to go to his locker so he headed straight to class.

soonyoung couldn't focus.

his mind was elsewhere.

thinking about soyeon.

soonyoung spent all his lessons daydreaming.

as if dreaming was the right word.

soyeon didn't even like him back, he thought.

it was more like a nightmare replaying in his head.

he walked from class to class with his head down, not stopping to look in his locker, which he had no idea could brighten his day.

lunch came by and he finally got to his locker. he opened it and and a tiny note fell out.

he recognised the handwriting to be soyeon's.

'meet me in the hall after school'
it read.

soonyoung was excited.

but terrified at the same time.

what was this for?

he searched for soyeon all lunch but couldn't find her. he went to dance club as usual and had to pretend everything was fine. no one knew he had confessed to soyeon again.