Life of the party ( sequel to Being The Bad Boys Sister )

Chapter 16: Only you

Yup another so soon because my plans are just flowing through. I hope you like. Please listen to the song cause it's also a really good song. Also, thank you for getting me to 12k on the first book, you guys are just incredible and I appreciate that so much 🙏🏽 And yeah, let's get to reading!!
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We walked into the hospital, as my mom looked at me with worried eyes. I nodded my head to reassure her that everything was ok. " you can go see him first Emma. He needs to hear your voice before mine. " I said with a small smile. She sort of chuckled and walked past everyone to the room Christian was in. I sat down next to David, who was rocking the baby a bit to get him to sleep as he asked me " how was everything?" I replied with " it'll get better. Just one step at a time. " he smiled wholeheartedly. After about 30 minutes, Emma finally came back out. I got up and walked to the room, but said " if you wanna stay in the room you can. I don't mind." She smiled and nodded, following me back into the room. She leaned on the wall of the door. As she watched me kneel besides christians bed, and take his hand in mine. It was cold. Like he was ice. " Hey. Guess who. I wanted to tell you that I love you and to keep fighting, And to please wake up soon. " I say, already letting tears escape my eyes. " I miss you. I forgot what your voice sounded like and I need to hear it. " I say. At this point I've already lost my strength of holding in my tears. " remember, when we were kids. We had gotten into this huge argument on who knows what. You got so mad you told me you hated me. You didn't realize how much it hurt me until I ran inside, up to my room and sat in there crying. Y-you opened my door softly, scared that I might yell at you to get out, but I didn't notice you because I was too busy crying. You sat down next to me, put your arm around me and pulled me in. And then you told me how you didn't mean what you said, that you were just mad. " I paused, but continued on as tears started pouring from my cheeks, just by the memory of that day. " you told me that no matter what you'll never leave me alone until God was ready for you. That you'll never stop protecting me, wouldn't let anyone hurt me. Even if you were gone from this earth. You said, that you'll be there for me, protect me whether in spirit or alive, cause you loved me so much that you couldn't let anyone hurt me. That you'll go to the ends of the earth to be there for me. " I stopped, and sighed, crying more than ever. " then you said that, you'd give your life up for me, to keep me safe, to keep me alive cause you couldn't just stand there and let something bad happen to me. Cause you were my protecter. " I sniffles a bit as I continued. " you still are. Even if you don't make it. But I know you too well christian. You're gonna wake up soon, I know it. You promised me you'll do what ever it takes to make it out alive for me. I trusted you on that. I still do. I'll be here waiting, till you open your eyes. We all will. Only you can protect me. Cause your my guardian angel. Remember that?You told me that I was you guardian angel, and that you were mine. And that no matter how far apart we are, we'll keep each other safe. Be in each other's hearts. Remember that? Only you can do this. Only you can wake up. Only you can feel and hear. Please, we need you here. Emma needs you. Our parents need you. Your friends need you. I need you. You can't leave me here no, Not yet. Cause if you go, how am I suppose to know you said good bye. " at this point I'm full out crying. Emma was too from the sound of her sniffling was coherent. " I love you Christian, I always have and I will never stop. Cause you're my brother, my family, my best friend. And no matter what, I'll be here for you. " I said, as I brought his hand up to my lips and kissed his hand.

I sat there. Not wanting to move. I was sitting there for 4 hours, until the night nurse came in and said that visiting hours were over. I nodded my head, and got up. I fixed his hair a bit before exiting out of the room. " hey, how're holding up?" David asks, as I just nod my head. " Emma told me what you said. He'll be fine love, he's a strong man. He'll break through. " he says, as we exit out of the hospital. " I know he will. Just the matter of when he will. Or if he ever will. " I say, as David put the baby in the car seat, and got into the drivers seat, and made our way home.
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That night was rough. I had a nightmare of Christian. He was lost, and scared. I was calling out for him but he couldn't hear me.

I shot up, breathing heavily. " love?" I hear from the side of me. David had propped up, looking at me with tired, sleepy eyes. " what's wrong?" He asks, sitting up more. " Nothing, just had a bad dream." I said, as he pulled me close and laid us down. " it'll be ok. I'm right here, just try to get some sleep, ok? " he says, as I nod my head, closing my eyes.

I couldn't sleep. How could I? I stayed up, the rest of the night. Staring at the wall, thinking about all the possibilities of Christian ever waking up. If I could I'd wake him up. If I could I'd say a magic word and ' poof ' there he was, live and well. But, that's not real. It's not reality. It's up to him, and only up to him whether or not he makes to where he needs to wake up. It's up to God whether or not he's ready for Christian.

I was side tracked by the sun light beaming in through the curtain of the windows. I squinted my eyes as I got up, careful not to wake David, and went to down stairs to the kitchen. As I started to make breakfast, I heard the door open, and felt hands snake around my waist. " Morning Love." David says, in a raspy, deep voice. I smile a little and say a quite, " Morning sweetheart. " I felt him frown, as he turned me around to look at me and says " what's wrong? Did you have a bad dream again?" I share my head, as he continued to look into my eyes. Trying to find any sign of something, anything.

" I didn't get a lot of sleep. Just thinking, about everything." I say, as he sighs lightly and pulls me into a hug. " it'll be ok Love, he'll be alright. He's strong. Whether he makes it or not, we know it was suppose to happen. All we know is that this happened for a reason. But, only you can put faith in him, without a doubt in your mind. If you have doubt, what good does that do?" He says, as I smile and peck his cheek lightly. " thank you David, you always know what to say." I say turning back around and flipping over the pancake that was slightly burnt, from not paying attention.

As I continued to cook, Zachary cries came through the baby monitor. As I went to go get him and tell David to watch the food, David was already sprinting up the stairs, shouting at me that he already got him. I smiled and went back to cooking.

After our breakfast David got ready as well as me, but I dressed Zachary first of course. As I got ready, David watched him in the living room. Once I was done, I went downstairs to see Zachary sat on the floor, intent to the TV, and David on the couch, watching Sesame Street with him. I smiled at the moment, but I grabbed my bag and sweater, and said " Ready to go?" David turns and says " yeah, let me put him in his carrier." I nodded, as I watched him put Zachary in with ease. " Now we're ready." David says with a smile as we walk out the door and into the car.

Once we were finally at the hospital, we walked in and said hi to everyone. But, I couldn't help but notice Emma wasn't here. Weird. " Hey, do you know where Emma is?" I ask my mom as she shook her head. " I thought you would've."

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Mwhahahahhahaha cliffhanger!!! Lol is it even really? I honestly don't know. But anyways, hope you enjoyed, it was long, and I hope you listen to the song because it goes so well with this chapter. I legit found this song like, yesterday 😂where do you think Emma is? Tell me I'm the comments! anyways, until next time my penguin fetuses!! BYEEE❤️🐧