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The doctor and nurse ran in, pushing me and Emma out the door. " NO HE'S MY BROTHER YOU CAN'T-" " I'm sorry miss but you can't be here for this." The nurse interrupts me, closing the door. I tried going back in, only to have Emma pull me back. I tried getting out of her hold but, she wrapped her arms around me from behind to keep me from running in. " Hey, Hey, he's gonna be ok, he'll be alright, he's gonna be fun." Emma says, as I cry harder than I could ever imagine. As I sat by the door of the room, head in my hands, and tears staining my face, Emma called everyone to tell them. In which all were coming back to the hospital, since they weren't gonna take chances.
Four hours. Four hours it's been, and they haven't told us anything about Christian. As I sulk in my own tears and grief, David was by my side, Emma as well. But, I was most worried about her. She has been a little off all day today. Especially after the incident. I can't help but wonder, what's going on inside her head? What is she thinking? How is she feeling? Is she hurting more than I am? As I keep questioning everything in my head, the doctor came in, asking for me. I looked up, with red, teary eyes, and walked outside the door. " I-is he ok? I ask, hoping I was something curable. " We're very sorry ma'am, we did all we could. You're welcome to go see him before we take him to the morgue. I'm very sorry." He said.
My head felt almost numb, more like my whole body. He's gone. How can he be gone?! My vision began to become blurry as tears flowed like waterfalls down my face. I sat in a nearby chair and cried. How am I going to tell everyone? How to tell my parents, his friends, Emma? They'll be heart broken. My mom will lose it. I wiped my tears away and took a deep breathe, calming myself to share the piece of news that'll make everyone surely break.
I walk up to the door. Looking into the window, seeing all of them waiting anxiously, mostly hoping for news of him being ok and healthy. But, it wasn't, it's news that is catastrophic, to the mind and heart.
I walked in, as they all stood up. " so, how is he?" My mom asks, neediest of all. I couldn't help but break. I pulled my mom into a hug. She didn't hug back at first cause she was taken aback but hugged me. " what's wrong honey? Is he alright?" She asks me, pulling away and forcing me to look into her eyes. I shook my head, as she goes " well, is it curable, how long will surgery be?" She asks, totally oblivious to the possibilities that he might be dead. In this case, he was. But, she was so hopeful that she admittedly thought he'd need surgery. That he was alive. She didn't want to have the fact that death was in option in this situation. She wanted death to be some kind of myth. But, it's not, unfortunately it's something we must go through in our lives. " H-he's gone mom. They tried they're best but, they couldn't save him. I-I'm s-sorry." I cried. She shook he head, denying it, " no-no not my son, my son, no." She said, taking a sit as she put her hand over her mouth, as tears came rolling down. I looked to Emma, and she looked at me. She had tears in her eyes, and her hands were on balls of fist. She was breathing heavily. She looked away, taking no more and walked out.
" Emma!" I say, running after her. " Emma please! Slow down!" I say, grabbing hold of her wrist, but that was the worst move to do. " NO! DONT TELL ME SLOW DOWN, OR CALM DOWN! OK YOU DONT GET TO SAY IT. NONE OF US DO. IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALWAYS HAVING HOPE AMD IT BLOWING UP IN MY FACE! DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW THT FEELS?!" She yells at me. And I can't help but yell back, not caring if David and everyone was staring. " YES EMMA, I DO I LIVED WITH IT FOR SO LONG BUT, LOOK WHERE I'M AT! IT GETS BETTER EVEN IF IT FEELS LIKE IT NEVER WILL. THIS IS WHERE WE ALL GO IN THERE AND WE SEE HIM ONE LAST TIME. NOT BLAME THE WORLD, YOURSELF,AND OTHERS FOR THE DEATH OF HIM. RIGHT NOW WE NEED TO BE IN THERE, PRAYING THAT HE'LL FIND HIS WAY TO GOD, NOT OUT HERE BEING STUBBORN AND CHAOTIC! NOW GET YOUR ASS BACK IN THAT ROOM, AND YOU BE THERE NEXT TO MY BROTHER LIKE HE'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR US! " I say, breathing heavily at this point. Emma's face expression soften, realizing how she turned the attention in her when it should be on him. " he's not just your family Emma. He was mine. He was my brother, and he will still be my brother even if he may not be here anymore. " I say calmly. Trying to make the tension less awkward. " he needs us. He may be gone, but doesn't mean he's fully gone. He can still see us, hear us! And arguing isn't gonna make it any better. We need to be by his side like family's should be. Not out here arguing, and blaming each other for his death. It's not our faults, and it's not his either. So let go." I say, as she nodded her head, as we all slowly go into the hospital room that will be the last thing he saw.
We all say our final goodbyes. Letting Emma stay in there a little longer, as we all waited outside the door for her. As she finally came out the doctor says " Excuse me, but I need to know if you'd like to donate any of his organs to those who needs it. And if you do I would like you to sign the papers that you agree to it and the terms. " he says as Emma says " yeah,I'll sign them, he would want that. That was who he was. A giver. " she says, walking with the doctor to sign the papers. My heart bursted into millions of pieces. He was actually gone. My brother was gone. Who was I gonna mess with and pester now? Who is gonna be there to let me cry on there shoulder? Who was gonna protect me when David wasn't there? Who's gonna be the one to fill that empty space in my soul, and in my heart?
As we gathered our things and were ready to go home and start planning the funeral, I couldn't help but Emma was no where to be seen. I went to the lady at the front desk to see if she knew where she went. Given the fact Emma signed the papers there. " Um, excuse but, do you know where my friend went? She's average height, skinny, ombré colored hair that's shoulder length? " the lady nodded and said " she said she was going out to the balcony for fresh air. Don't worry, we have security cameras to make sure she won't do anything to harm herself. We've had incidents, but she's just standing there." She says assuring me as she noticed my face became worried. I sighed in relief as I told everyone I was gonna get Emma.
" hey, what're you doing out here?" I ask as I lean on the balcony ledge, looking at the city. It was beautiful. Yet, it seemed so gray. All the nicest places, are the most unhappy places. More busy, and more dangerous. " I'm sorry I lashed out on you earlier. It was selfish and stupid of me. " she says, not looking at me, still staring out into the world in front of her. How could somebody with such a big heart feel so little? " it's ok. It was bound to happen. I'm surprised I wasn't the one to lash out. Usually I would." I say, as we both giggled at the comment.
Silence surrounded us. Only sounds heard was the cars down below, and the wind blowing slightly. I looked at her, trying to figure out what she's thinking. Yet, she was unreadable. " What's wrong?" I ask, knowing something is going through her mind. But, I just don't know what it is she's thinking. " why would you think that?" She says, trying to push me away. " cause I know you Emma. I know you to well. What's up? " I ask. She shakes her head trying to move further away. " Emma what's going on? I know something wrong. You've been acting weird, not just today but even yesterday. What's wrong?!" I ask, as she looks at me.
Her eyes filled with tears now, as she puts her head in her hands. As I witness this, I know, this isn't just because of Christian. This had to do with something other than him. Did she cheat? I think in my mind. I mean usually when something bad happens to someone they admittedly feel guilty.
And if she did. Why?
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Mwhahahahaha more torture!!! I literally cried while writing this, like what's new! Anyways I hope you enjoyed and listen to the song cause it makes you cry more, and it's really good and it goes good with the chapter. Did Emma cheat? And if she did, why do you think she did? Tell me in the comment!! Until next time my beautiful penguin fetuses!!! BYEE❤️🐧
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