fifteen ⇒ melancholy

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Holly

A few days later

"I'm gonna miss you guys so freaking much." I said as I hugged them tighter.

"We're gonna miss you too." Finn said.

We are currently at the airport, having a group hug. I've never felt so sad that I'm going to leave my best friends again. It's a hard and painful good bye but it has to be done.

We pulled away from the hug as I chuckled and wiped my tears. "You guys are making me emotional."

"Do you really have to go?" Sophia asked with a sad look on her face.

"Yeah," I frowned. "I'm sorry. I'll be back soon in a couple of months, though." I said with a faint smile on my face.

She nodded with a fee tears in her eyes as she pulled me into a tight hug. "I'm gonna miss you. Don't leave me with these losers please."

I chuckle and hug her back. "I'm sorry but you're gonna have to baby sit these children for a while."

I pull away as I saw Sophia wipe tears away from her eyes then smiles at me sadly.

"Promise us, you're going to face time us everyday." Jaeden said, looking at me seriously.

"I can't promise that but I can promise that I will try." I said with a sad smile on my face. He nodded at me then gave me a tight hug.

"Take care of yourselves. Don't do anything stupid." I chuckled as I hugged him back.

"Of course, we got Sophia here." He chuckled then pulled away.

Jack runs over to me and pulls me into a tight hug. Finn joins the hug as he squeezes us with his arms.

"You guys are gonna kill me." I tried to say.

"I'm gonna miss you." Finn said.

"Me too." Jack said.

"I'm gonna miss you too, losers." I said as we pulled away.

I walked over to Wyatt who's standing beside Sophia. I feel my heart sink as I thought about the fact that I'm not going to be seeing him for a couple of months. I hugged him so tight that I could break his bones. I closed my eyes and buried my face on his neck.

"Hey guys, let's leave them alone for a minute." I hear Sophia whisper as the group nodded and walked away.

"I'm gonna miss you so much." Wyatt whispered, still not breaking away from the hug.

"I'm gonna miss you too, so much." I said then pulled away, looking up at him with a sad expression on my face.

"I don't want you to leave." He said, his voice cracking a bit.

"Me too, Wyatt. But I love acting. And I know you do too." I said, smiling at him sadly. "It's only going to be a couple of months. I promise that I will be back." I smiled at him reassuringly.

He nodded at me and smiled at me sadly. He leaned in and connected our lips together. I closed my eyes as he kissed me softly.

After a few short seconds, we pulled away from each other. He looks into my eyes with sadness and admiration. "I love you." He said as his eyes starts to water. It breaks my heart to see the tears in his eyes. I don't want him to be sad. All I want for him is to be happy because he deserves all the happiness in the world.

"I love you too, Wyatt." I said as I feel tears forming in my eyes.

Who knew that good byes' can be this hard? I feel my heart break every now and then and I don't like that. I don't like painful good byes'.

'Good afternoon passengers. This is the final boarding call for flight 372A to Toronto, Canada. I repeat. This is the final...'

My eyes widened and look up to Wyatt who is looking down at me with a sad look on his face. "It's time for you to go, Holly." He says, pursing his lips as he tries hard not to make the tears fall. I nodded at him as I look down and grab my luggage.

The group approached us as we do a final group hug. We pulled away as I walk over to the to the gates, carrying my luggage.

"I love you guys!" I shout as I turn back to see them waving and blowing kisses at me.

"We love you more!" Sophia shouted back.

I smile to myself sadly and gave my boarding pass to the flight attendant. I enter the airplane and sit on my assigned seat. My manager got me into first class for some reason but I'm not complaining.

I sit back on my seat and closed my eyes. I feel like my heart is sinking inside. I've never felt so attached to them than I have now. And that's usually the problem with me. When I enjoy something too much, I get too attached to it.

I hear my phone's familiar notification sound as I reached for my phone in my pocket.

'New message from Wyatt Oleff'

Wyatt: Have a safe flight. Rest well, I love you.

I smile at how overprotective and caring he is. Even though you're not supposed to use your phone when boarding, I decided to quickly text him back.

Me: Thank you, Wyatt. I love you too. And I miss you. ❤️

Why does it feel like one second I was just meeting up with my best friends for 3 years in the airport then in the blink of an eye, I'm back here again in the airplane on the way to Canada? All of it just happened so quickly.

I don't like being sad. Maybe it's because I'm overly positive or maybe because I'm always happy. To make things happier and more positive, I decided to think about the good things that happened to me in the past few days.

A lot of things has happened in the past few days. And all of those are good memories that I'm going to cherish forever. It includes me going to McDonald's with Wyatt at 1 AM, going to Chosen's party, staying up late with Wyatt, going on a road trip and spending time with my friends at my uncle's beach house. But the highlight of my week is me falling in love with my best friend for 3 years, Wyatt Oleff.

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author's note:
okay so this was sad. But i don't like sad stuff.

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