Faded (Sequel To Suicidal) [Completed]

No More Sorries

"Jisoo- Minnie?" He turned away to look at someone else.

I turned around, and saw Seokmin standing behind me.

"Jisoo, what are you doing here? Alone?" He walked towards me.

"No- I'm with him," I pointed in front of me. There was no one there.

"Jisoo, come on. Let's get you inside," he dragged me inside.

"No, there was-"

"Oh my! Jisoo where have you been?! All the nurses has been looking for you!"

"He was with me. I'm sorry," Seokmin bowed.

"Just dont leave the grounds without telling us next time. Okay?"

I nodded as a response.

I walked away from Seokmin and into the white room.

"Jisoo, I heard it was your birthday!" Seokmin followed me.

"Yeah, well, no one celebrates with me. So I'm fine," I sat on the bed.

"Hm.." He sat on one of the chairs.

We sat in silence. It was us breathing the same air. Like a few years back. But this time was different.

"Jisoo, I'm sorry I didn't come say happy birthday to you. I really am. I forgot until Minghao told the group the day after your birthday," he was looking at me.

"Its whatever. Who even cares?" I whispered to myself.

"Jisoo, don't say that. I care, okay. I really do." I didn't want to see him.

"Hm.."

"Jisoo, pleas accept my apologizes, please. Jisoo, please." He was on his knees begging me for forgiveness.

"Seokmin... Just... Stop... " I put my head in between my leg and stomach.

"Jisoo-"

"You wouldn't understand. Even after I accept your apologizes, you still won't. Even if I tell you what's up right now, you won't understand. Seokmin, I don't want your sorries, anymore. I just want everything to go back to normal," I mumbled.

"Jisoo, then let everything go back to normal," Seokmin pleaded.

"Its... Impossible," I whispered.

It really was. Everything that happened would affect the future. The day Seokmin left... The day he came back.. The day when he was with another girl... Everyday counted..

"It won't be, please Jisoo," I felt his presence next to me.

"I..."

"Fine," I heard him muttered. He got up and walked over to the window.

We stayed quiet for the whole time he was here. And then when visiting house were over, he left. With no good byes or anything.