The Worst Story Ever Written ....

Maturing, a life lesson?

So I believe the last time I touched this book I was in the 8th grade and I was 14, well now I'm 16 and almost a Jr. in Highschool. Woop woop. Scary Stuff. Well anyways, I remember how much I loved this site when I found it when I was 12, and I am not on it as much as I use to be, and that makes me sad. Like really sad. I'm growing up. I wonder if my kids are going to be on internet at twelve?

what the next generation of people on the interent will be like, and if my kids will have an instagram or they'll tell me im lame. Oh my gosh what will it be like when I'm old and I have nothing to do with myself anymore. Probably get back on this site and write more ahahaha. Dude, life is scary as heck. and sad. 

also I made all my best friends get wattpads too and theyre accounts are still on here and they haven't been on in years and we're not best friend's anymore.... They moved away. I moved away. and just wow this should be title Depressed because this isn't humorous at all. Also, all of my old wattpad buddies that I was friend's with when I was like twelve, haven't been on their account in forever either. It's all so sad to me. I'm just so sad uuuugh. I've been stuck in this sadness for a while now and its always there. Everyone is probably moving on with their lives and they don't even think about this silly site anymore or the stories or the conversations they had.

I remember my first story on this profile was titled, "Dance! Like Nobody is gonna Put it on Youtube." and it got over 1,000 reads and I was like "wow. I must be amazing?!?!?!?" and reading it I had so many mistakes, oh my gosh it was just awful, but people encouraged me. They told me they liked it...  I also rememeber hiding my account name from my brother because it was so embarassing to tell him that I wrote things and stories. and just- ugh i miss my life back then. 

Moral of this is? I don't actually know. I hope you'll make something of it. 

I'm not sure if I'll get online ever again. No- I probably will. Just to look around, reread my old stories and look at old conversations. Will I update? eh probably not... I just don't think anyone is still reading. and even if you are I am quite sorry, forgive me? Being on this account brings me to tears, where theres lump in my throat that I can't swallow. And writing this I'm on the verge of tears and I just feel, well sad. That's all. I'm just so sad...