Torn Between

Chapter 4

(A/N sorry i didnt make a large chapter with Chrisfer and Talisa's convo.)

I walk into school. I find a place to put my school junk down and sit at an empty table. Whilst waiting for Jamie to stop flirting with girls i look around looking for jake. You see i never really believed in love. I had a boyfriend before. He said he loved me forever more and all those lies before he decided ge loved my best friend. Well who i thought was my best friend. His name is Conner Night. I hate him and Kylie. Kylie pretended to be my friend while the whole time she was slowly stealing Conner from me and i was to blind to see it.
"Earth to Talisa. Hellllooo? Anyone home?" Jamie said while standing with jake. Of course he had to see me zone out like an idiot. "What?" I asked looking at them two dumbos. Oh look my Jake is talking. "So talisa wanna go to the movies me and Jamie?" Jake asked a little red. WAIT A SECOND!! JAKE WATERS IS BLUSHING! Omg what do i say do i say yes or pass nicely and bang my head against a wall later. "I'd perfer u to go instead of banging ur head against a wall." Shoot did i say that aloud? "Yep" uggggh ok all i have to do is say sure i need away from my house anyway. "Sounds good i will pick u up around 6pm."

Well...that went well....
Where were we before i embarrassed myself infront of Jake....Oh right. Conner and Kylie😒. But yeah thats the reason i dont like to be in a relationship and what i was more afraid of....Heartbreak and being replaced. Its amazing what one boy can do to ur life. One day its rainbows and unicorns then the next day its black and grey rainbows with killer unicorns. I was fine and dandy without a crush and a boyfriend. Until Jake Waters came to town. With his ocean blue eyes, perfect tan, light brown hair, and oh my-lets continue shall we? Jamie came along before the whole kylie conner thing. Which im glad he was. I wouldnt be talking if he wasnt. Lets say that idiot saved me sorta. Jamie has always been by my side ever since 1st grade. Hang on ill attempt at math. Ok we r in 10th grade now and we've been friends siiince 1st grade! We are in 9th that's a long time. I love my Jamie poo!! He is like the brother i never had. Well not counting melvin since he is well i do not where he's been. I think he is at some type of army camp or whatever. I'll call him later an check up on him. Last time he called he he said he was training in Afghanistan. In case you havent figured it out he is in the Army. My parents were so happy when they found out his plans to protect his country. I cant wait till thanksgiving or any holiday for that matter i just wanna see my big brother. "Talisa? are you ok? Your crying." Oh crap Jake is still here. "Uh yeah sorry. I just miss my brother. He's in Afghanistan for training." I say sadly not knowing why i just told my crush this....buuuut oh well i gotta get ta Choir.