Chapter 14

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Okay my lovelies i didn't mean to leave yens hangin for so long but man high school is stressful and i hardly get any time to chill. I aint lying. ROTC and FFA are killin me. I made my girl LittlePanda4272
Sad and mad at me so i am updating. Enjoy my loves.
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It's been a week. I have figured out why i blacked out. It seems that i have somethin majorly wrong. I forgot what. I'll ask Melvin. Its been a week and im still in the damn hospital bed. Melvin was supposed to go back to the Army but his comand officer told him to stay with me until i was better. Like what the hell. I am 17 years old god dammit! I am perf- scratch that. I am fine enough. I've been here for a week and Jake hasnt came. Which made me wanna break down and cry. Oh wait i have. That's why i am here cause after my little break down i blacked the hell out. I was all hello darkness my old friend nice to talk to u again. When i was happily with my jake. I may seem like a little loopy mainly because of the drug they put into my system. Like this morning i was thinkin about Jake then i was wondering if cows had a sense of humor. Like do cows have one or do they act like they got a stick up their butt 24/7. Crap. Sorry lost my train of thought. Im supposed to be discharged tomorrow if i am fine enough to go home. IF is the word here. Cause i dont know. Like no joke. They got me on some medicine that have to take everytime i am stressed. THEY THINK THAT'S THE PROBLEM!! I WAS STRESSED! IT WAS CONNER ALL CONNER!! THAT SEXY BEAST IS WHY I BLACKED OUT! waaaait..i just called conner sexy....i aint wrong. Yeah i hate his guts. But that aint gonna change the fact he is hooooooooooot. I cannot wait to get off these painkillers.

Three weeks later
Im about to lose what sanity i have left. I am sick of these pills. I dumped them last week. Only to have Melvin get a new bottle. So i stopped takin them. Melvin found out and smashed them onto my food. I gave up and now im takin them again. Jake finally visited me last night but onlh for like 30 minutes. These were his words "sorry tali baby but i don't want to have what u have. I love you tali baby. Get well soon." Then he left.

4 Months later

Whoop whoop im off the pills and freeeeee!! Sadly jake broke up with me because he couldnt handle having another stressed out person in their life yada yada. Melvin wont tell me what i have. No one will. Not even the hospital. Jamie visited me everyday and hasnt left my side. Even at school. He had his schedule changed to all of my classes. I love Jamie but him by my side 24/7 its annoying but i will not tell him to leave. I love him not leaving and bein with me for support. Tonight was the dance and Jamie saud he'd take me since a certain someone name Jake broke up with me. I am wearing a powder blue dress with sliver badazzles on the bottome. I also am wear silver heels. They sparkle. I run heels in my hand downstairs and see Melvin opening the door. I step in to the living room and slipped on my heels again. I let Melvins girlfriend do my hair and makeup. She did a hella good job. I look goooood.

Melvin opened the door and i almost died Jamie looked hot

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Melvin opened the door and i almost died Jamie looked hot. He was wearin a regular tux but he looked good. His hair was tossled a bit. He smile when he smiled. We got in to his  car and off we went to the dance. 

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