chapter 13

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Its Wensday. The nightmare from yesterday replays in my head. It never ends. Melvin comes home in an hour. Im a mess. The house is a mess and i havent spoke to Jake since yesterday morning. Im worried. I hear my phone ding I to scared to look at my phone. I know its Jake. I'm just scared that it's Conner. Im terrified my nightmare will come true. I grab my mp3 and put on some random playlist and sit down at my crafting area and i draw, then paint, then mix, then carve, then sculpt but nothing helps. I feel horrible. I wanna break down. I look at my painting. I didnt relize  my paint was different shades of blue and grey. I sigh of course i chose those colors its what im feeling. I look at my sculpter. It looks like conner. I throw it down and watch it crash. I then break down and cry. "Tali. Cmon little sis wake up." I hear melvins voice but i ignore it. I ignore it. Why i have no idea. I want him to hug me and tell me Conner got hit but a convoy of semis and died. I want him to protect me. I want him to be happy with his girlfriend. I want him to live without me. I know im a burden to him I've been one since our parents  died. He watched my mother slit her wrist cause of my father's plane crashing. I saw her die when she heard what happened. I knew i was a burden to him. "TALISA WAKE UP! PLEASE!" I opened my eyes. I was in a bright white room with a machine beeping. Ugh. A hospital. I was out for an hour and he took me to the hospital. "Melvin i was asleep for an hour why am i here?" Melvin looked at me confused before  he spoke "you've been alseep since wensday. Its sunday now Talisa."

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