Torn Between

chapter 11

Hello my lovelies!! I wanted to apologize for the pictures not wanting to appear on the last chapter. So i am makim it up to yens. We enjoy!!!! Btw the pic is of Jake.

Three months. THREE!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT ME AND JAKE HAS BEEN TOGETHER FOR THREE FREAKIN MONTHS?! Those three monghs have been the best three months of my life. Well sorta Melvin was sent back a day after he came for tty thanksgiving. He didnt even get to eat. So i am eating over at Jakes. "Jake. Would you please say grace?" His mother Jenna asked. His mother was a sweet woman and his dad. I kid you not looks like Dean Winchester. Like no joke. He isnt Jensen Ackles though. Jake's younger sister is adorable and so sweet and as you know Whitney she glared at me and flirted with MY Jake. The female dog. I glared back at her and i even kissed Jake in front of her which made her so mad it was hilarious. "Yeah. As we sit down and eat lord we would like to say how thankful we are for our food and i would like to say i am grateful for my girlfriend Talisa. Amen" Jake prayed. We all said amen except the one and only Whitney. Jake held my hand under the table. He looke kinda sad as he looked at the food. I cocked my head at him and smiled a small smile and scooped food on mine and his plate. After we ate we went to his room. "Jake? Why did you look sad at dinner?" i asked. He just shook his head and smiled trying to hide his pain. Finally he sighed "Talisa, i was sad because i looked into my little sister's eyes i saw my mom. Every year since my mom's death i could never look into her eyes. This us the first time since she was born i looked in her eyes. She's 6 and doesnt know that her real mother died giving birth to her while fighting stage one Cancer. I-i-its so hard talisa." With that tears poured out of his eyes. I let him cry on my should as tears of my own swelled into my eyes.
Its been exactly 2 weeks since Jake told he cant look into Lilith's eyes. Yet he looks so strong and happy he's breaking.
Month December.
I woke up to my doorbell ringing. I got up it was 2 days away from Christmas and tonorrow afternoon Melvin was comin home. I went to the door and saw Jake. Jake knows now to never ring my doorbell because of gf he dogs. Shiit he smells of alchol. Oh no. He's drunk. Well. Shit. "talisar i needs to speaks to you. Jamie is bad. You shoulds stay away from him." Jake slurred. I yanked him inside and locked the door. "Jake why are you drunk at my doorstep at 3am?" this happened before with Jamie. More than once but he never sounded this crazy. "I over heard Jamie. He was talking to a man. The man looked like Conner.taliar i am drunk because i couldnt tell you sober." Well this is new. "Jake. How do you know about canner?" "Jamie told me" his sleeply replied "well Conner and Kylie are in New Jersey with their kid." This was true. He knocked up Kylie and moved to New Jersey. He couldnt come back. Unless Kylie left him. Let me fill you on Conner. He was abusive. Kylie didnt know that till a month before she got pregnant meaning Conner couldnt hit her. Which is why she got prego in the first place. Yeah 16 and pregnant. Conner was forced to marry her cause of the Judge and the kid which meant Kylie was stuck with him. You're wandering why the Judge. Well kylie just turned 17 a week after she found out she was prego. Conner is well 19. Yeah i dated him when i was 16. He was 18 biiiiig mistake. But yeah the judge said jail or marriage. Kylie was to afraid of him to tell the court he abused her. Sooo they got hitched and moved. I shook my head at the drunken mess asleep on my couch. I grabbed an extra pillow put it under his head and put a blanket on him then, i grabbed a bucket from my garage and put it next to him along bottle of Advil. Poor guy.