lilliana
"hannah's in the hospital," clay inform me as my heart dropped.
"why?" i whispered out as i dropped my books.
"i think you know why," he said as he looked down.
justin laughed as i slapped him. "justin fuck off, hannah was hurt and if she," i couldn't bring myself to say those words.
justin looked up at me in hurt as he frowned.
zach heard too and he ran up to me.
"i'm seeing hannah now, you comin?" he asks as i nods and he pulls me into his side as we walk under the umbrella towards his car.
justin💗 :
the fuck? out of everyone
zach dempsy, the guy who
has a crush on you. great.
me :
justy, you laughed when you heard
hannah attempted suicide. laughed.
you know how much hannah hurt
and instead of helping you laugh. instead
of sympathising, you laugh. instead of
saying its alright or comforting me, you laughed.
did you know i did what hannah did once?
justin💗 :
baby... i'm sorry i didn't.
i love you so much you know
that. and you know i was
being an asshole like always.
please baby i'm on the way
to the hospital right noW.
i love you baby anD i'm
sorry for laughing. i shluld've
been more sensitive.
seen 12:03pm
i shut my phone off as the memories of me consuming the sleeping pills made my heart ache once again. tears slowly slipped down my eyes but zach was too focussed on the road to see my tears. "hey you and justin okay?" he asks at a red light as i wiped my tears away quickly. "yea we're fine, just a few bumps i guess," i explained as he nodded.
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along the way, we stopped off to get some flowers for hannah as zach picked up a bouquet of white roses and i shook my head. "zach hannah hates roses," i sighed as he put it down in shame and i picked up some peonies that probably costed a bomb.
"make it as pretty as you can, thanks," i remember telling the lady behind the counter as she nodded and smiled.
placing the flowers on the window ledge, i sat on the chair beside her bed as her mom sobs away in the corner and i held her hand and saw the fresh wounds wrapped in bandage. "hannah, please wake up," i cried as justin came behind me and rubbed my back.
"come on hannah, i'm depending on you," i whispered and pecked the top of her hands.
i need you hannah. i need our friendship.
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a/n :
thank you so much for all the reads and votes. vote to show support for hannah and all those who self harm. stay strong my babies who are struggling and please private message me and we can always talk it out.
also, jeff is still alive.
stay strong babies.
love,
shxnixe.
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