I Hate You I Love you

chapter 8

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After that I feed at sleep woke up not too soon after that looking for the washroom I feed sick and weak. Hey babe are you aright as he came and hold my hair back for me. After a few moments I told him I was okay and I just went and clean my mouth and went back to bed. Hey love is it okay if we go visit a doctor tomorrow I nod and hug him as I got some crams in belly. I cried as it got worst and I could feel something worm coming out of me as I hug him he looked very worried as he stood up got dress and did the same for me. After that he took me to the hospital and when we got the I all I heard the doctor say was take her away she is losing way to much blood and everything went black.

Justin p.o.v

When I hear her crying I knew something was wrong and that is when I feed something worm on my leg I touch it to see what it was it was blood she was bleeding nonstop all I could think of was that I needed to bring her to a hospital as fast as possible. I jump out of bed got dress and dress her up in a dress and carried her to the car when we got in the car she was still crying and holding her stomach I think she was really in pain. When we got to the hospital she was now fast at sleep as the doctor told the nurse to take her away as fast as possible. And that she was losing way to much blood. I was not allowed by her side she was now in synergy I feed dam bad I was not a good boyfriend at all was I . the doctor told me to wait as I did that is when a little boy let say he was at list 6 years old came and sat next to me . he smiled and said are you okay sir you don't look oka why are you crying is your mommy heir too like mine. I smiled and said I was fine and omg I didn't even notices I was crying so I told him my eyes just hurt that is all. He smiled and said the doctor say mom will be fine but I know she will not be . why would you say that I ask he then said I was a bad boy and I hurt mommy and sins daddy is gone mommy told me she wanted to be with him. because if she never had me she and daddy will be happy then he wouldn't live her and go to someone how was not having a baby like me. Do you think she will ever forgive me she is all I have and if she don't I don't know where to go to I have no one nobody wants a bad boy like me. I was shock at his words all I could do was hug him a tell him she will love him he smiled I then told him if he ever needed a thing I would be there for him and I told him I was her because of Eva that was when I remembered her beautiful face hooping she was okay. I gave the little guy my number for him to call me if he ever needed help as he told me his name vas Raf and I told him my name he smiled and ran away. I mind drift back to Eva as I remembered how she told me she hated hospitals rooms because they were always white like a white page in a book a white page in someone's like it feed like the life of the person was missing out on a day that might have been the best day of their life. And she hated that feeling and that was just wat I had given her know I don't want her to come and hate me I just want her back in my arms and for me to tell her that I am sorry and that I love her that life would never the same if she was to live me . I have been out here for more than an hour now I haven't seen the doctor or a nurse I was so worried I just want Eva to be okay I just want her to know she means the world to me. After half an hour a doctor tap me on the shoulders sins my head was down I look up to see who it was and when I say it was the doctor he smiled and said she was okay. Telling me just wat I wanted him to say before I knew wat I was doing I jump up and hug him and thank him for saving Eva. As we came into the room there was my love the girl I have love sins I first laid eyes on her. Her eyes were close she was even beautiful in her sleep I feed bad to know it was because of me that she was here I feed tears coming out of my eyes. Went to her and gave her a small kiss on her lip I then look at the doctor as he said. She will be fine just need to rest that is all I think she has been over working herself or due to streets or lack of sleep . she can go home today but I what you to take care of her I want you to make sure has enough sleep and rest and not to overdo it oke I nod my head and he told me the nurse will be here any second and that after sighting some peppers I was allowed to go home with her. All I want know is to take her home and tell her she means the world to me and that I love her and our baby. And that I am sorry for everything I mean after everything I did, I can't still believe she love me I thought if I told her how I feed she would hate me well I know she loves me and I loved her even harder.