I Hate You I Love you

chapter 13

Walking for half ask hour we stop at the stop of the heil and I told her to lie down with me and as we look into the sky she smiled. Omg this is the most beatiful thing I have ever seen I so wow I hope are baby can see this soon. We lied that for more than two hours and talk about every thing. Justin I have something to tell you but please promise me you wouldn't be mad and understand why I did what I did oke. Oke so what is it. Well the thing is I talk with Noah and he things am Sami but there is a problem is that Sami is Justin ex or let's say girlfriend he thought ran away or left him with a goodbye. So he thinks am her and he kiss me just to see if I still remember him so don't be mad oke it was just a kiss oke i love you and you know that. She said. Omg you did what I mean I get it but why did you not tell me this before now.  I didn't know how to. Man I was mad that he kiss her and I understand that he thinks is the girl he has been waithing for. Now I get the feeling like my plan is backfiring. Wel am not mad oke  we will be living tomorrow and I don't think I wanna come back here. Mom was so pist at me for getting a girl the same age as Eva pregnant she said I could have weaithed and she doesn't wanna become a grandma yet and she want me to dump you I can do Sat we will not be coming back here for a long time. She didn't even think of how I feed I don't like it when she thinks about her and her legasie. And dad said he doesn't wanna see me so we will be living to night when they are out for dinner sins mom knows where we live I suggest we move to my flat in L.A we can live there I will find a job and you will just have to take care of your self for me and the baby oke.  Yes . Let head home and out to L.A. when we got home sins no one was home we pack and headed out i told the maid to tell mom I went back home sins Sami has an apointemet. When we got home it was 6.am Sami and I whent stairt to the doctors place after he said she was fine. We took a plane to L.A got there four hours letter toke a taxi home and  Sami just feed at sleep on are way home. After putting everything up i caried her up and laid her in bed why I made us something to eat. She woke up and hour later and call my name. I went to were she was sitting on bed looking for something in her bag. Hey love i said and gave her a kiss. What are you looking for?wel I still need to go shopping for some baby's things and some medication but I don't know my way around here she said. Don't bother I will show you. So what do you wanna do I ask her. Wel there is one thing I wanna go back to school I mean you will be in college next month and I hope you go from home but that is not possible it's. Am sorry love but I will call you every day and would try visiting a lot Okay. She smiled and kiss my cheek.

Today is my first day in college and Sami is dropping me off I mean classics starts on Monday but had to be a week early just to make sure everything will be fine. Giving her a kiss she hug me as she cried after that she left. When I got into my new school the school I will be spending 4years in my parent knew I had chosen a school put not which one. They still send my school fies evey month. I went to my new room there was a guy with this red head  girl making out on one of the beds in the room. I clear my throat so the will know some one was ther. The girl just smiled. My name is Victor and her is my girlfriend Nichol. They both smiled. I am Justin nice to meet you . You to Nichol said. We are having a big party to night for all the new student. Wanna join in . Wow that  will be great I said  onpaking after that we left. The  party was cool there was this girl that really cut my attention and not only that we kiss and now she is in my bed.

Sami's pov

It's been like three mouths now sins I last heard from Justin he does not pick his calls or text and I was so close to giving birth. And he was not even there to support me sins he left I have been working tree jods just so I can buy every thing for my baby. I decedent I will just tell have the baby and move on with my life ask not as Sami as Eva I can't do this he said he will visit and call sins he left not even one call. And I don't have friends I can really rely on so yeah just got to fo it how i know best. Now is a week before i give birth and still no news from Justin. So I decided to call him. Hey someone pick the phone. Hey Justin is me Sami. Hey lady Justin is not here but I will tell him you called. So what can I help you with she said. Why are  you picking up his phone and where is he. Wel he is my boyfriend and he is in the shower. So you are she ask. Am sorry just tell him I called thank. I off the call I should have known he will triet me like this I mean noting to him. I deceden to park every thing I had and just let us stay there while I go look for a new place to call home I look online and notice luck was on my side today. I found a house four bedrooms two toilet a kichen a living room and diningroom. The man even offered to help me move is after all that was down I got a cramp in my belly. Are you oke miss yes I am. I tried to work as it hit me again this time harde dan the first I cried in pain sins my belly wasn't wat big you couldn't tell I was pregnant so I told the man wat was going on as he drove me to the hospitals. I have been here for more than 4 hours now and the baby is just at 7 cm. Come on baby don't do this to mommy come on and the we can go home and have fun oke each hour hurts more and more finally 7 your later I feed like going to the toilet when the doctor told me to puch it feed like the was something that needed to be remove I push as hard as I could after a few seconds. I heard a baby boy crining in my arms I held him so close like someone would take him a way. So what is your son name  his name is Jaden Leone walker . So jaden Leone walker born on 12.10.2006 at 17:19 pm.
Atfer a week jaden and I were home he was so cute I loved him with everything i had I have to give him a good life so.  That his life  wouldn't be like mine.