I Hate You I Love you

chapter 14

Jaden and i haven been home now for two weeks. Justin has been calling all week and trust me I don't want to ever see his face again. Jaden is a very calm baby I like never cry and eat very wel. He has black hair like his dad and blue eyes. I owner of the house and his wife have been really kind to me and Jaden the always help me take care of him when i have to go to work. Sins every bony at all my three jobs knew I was prengant the bought a lot of gifts for Jaden. Today is Sunday and I have to work in a restaurant not so far from here and Mr Clarkson and his wife are not home I have to take Jaden with me. Hey Monica this is my baby Jaden. Mr and Mrs Clarkson aren't home so I kind of had to bring him along I couldn't live him home allone. Oke  he can stay as long as he doesn't disturb you from your job. He will not. Jaden love mommy had to work hard today oke so please don't cry oke be the good boy you are oke now let's go. Working with Jaden was fun because each time I tried to take something he will also try to take it it was fun he made the people smile and my boos side I could always bring him. In half an hour I will be finish oke love then we can go home. The second I step out of the restaurant I bumpt in to someone . And every thing in my had drop to the floor. Not looking at the person in front of me I bend  down picking up everything as he tried to help and Jaden too. Jaden omg don't touch that love. I stood up right to say thank you as I drop every think back on the floor. It was Justin fucking walker. Eva how are you love I have been looking for you. Omg he didn't just say that. If you fucking had pick my calls even once I wouldn't have to. Eva love u was really busy with school one am sorry. Busy with school or with you new girlfriend you know what I don't need you at first I did but now I know I don't. I have to go know. Jaden started crying hey there love mom is sorry for making you feel bad one but is over know let's go home. When I tried passing him he grab my hand. Let go of me don't you ever touch me again I said as I tried to get lose onder his hold. Eva is everything alright is this guy trobling you Alex ask me. Yes tell him to let go off me. She said you should let go off her and I mean like right know Alex said. And who are you to tell me what to do or not. I'm her boos. Wel to bad cause am the father of her baby so I have the right to touch her Justin said and pulled me into his car. Took me to his place. The drive the was silent I was mad like heel and it was all because of him he hurt me really bad. When we got there Jaden was at sleep so I laid him in bed. So what the fuck do you what from me. I thought you where happy with you new lover why don't you live me alone. You left me all on my own and you just think of you say sorry everything will be fine wel is not not only did you not cheat on me you fucking made the girl you girlfriend like if my feelings didn't count. Was she that good in in bed that she made you forget you had a girlfriend and a baby. Wel I don't need this I don't need you I think am better off without you in my life. You always hurt me Justin you always make me feel bad about my self for some unknown reason. Eva baby please I know sorry won't make things go back to the way there were. But I just hope you hear me out please. I don't want to I don't want to know why you did want you did I don't care you know why because I hate you I hate you for everythingyou have made me go throw you have hurt me more than anybody has ever and for that I hate you. I feel bad the second those words left my mouth but he needs to know how much he hurt me. Eva I know you hate me for what I have doen but I still and will always love you. If you loved me you would have call and you wouldn't have cheated on me. Eva love I'm sorry but babe will you please hear me out I can explain everything and why I did it so will you please give me a change to do so. Oke it better be good or you can forget ever meeting me oke. Can we at list sit down. Oke start talking. Mmmm where do I begin now again. From the start.

Justin's p.o.v

So after you drop me on school a few months ago. That evening my roommate invited me to a party. When we got there the was this girl dancing wel she cut me look at her and came over to me i was when she was a feet away that I notice it was Lucy. She told me Noahtold her Sami was pregnant and she also told me she knew it was not possible because Sami was her best friend and she died three years ago and she was going to tell my family the truet of I didn't wanna be her boyfriend . I had no choise. Then why didn't you call to explain all this to me. Because after I said yes she took my phone delitend your number. And all the contact of any person she didn't know even when you called I was not allowed to pick. Eva you know how my parents are if they knew you were having my babe and not Sami the wouldn't take  it well. I don't wanna hurt them especially not Noah cause I don't he will be able to lose Sami once again. I love you but I don't wanna lose my brother again Eva I hope you understand I just had to do what I did to keep both you and Noah safe keep you both from al this shit.  But it's seems I hurt you in the process and for that am very sorry. I hope you would find a place in you hart to forgive me am very sorry. I get what you did oke if I was in your shoes I think I would have doen the same. I forgive you but that does not mean I will forget everything you will have to make up for this for everything you put me and jaden throw oke.  Sure babe I will. Can I at list hold you please. Sure!! You smell different did you change your shampoo. Yes I had to someone didn't like it. Who didn't like your shampoo. Jaden at first it was wierd echt time I put I wachmy her with it he and then go to pick him up he will start crying and pulling my hair so I went shampoo shopping with him. It was really funny you should have been there. So what happend. Well Jaden and I were looking for shampoo that wouldn't make him cry and pull out my hair. This woman came and said she knew the best shampoo that all kinds love wel that is what she thought till Jaden started crying non stop. And bye the way I have been meaning to  ask you this. If you are here does that means you and Lucy are over. Wel yes she was just using me to get to my room mate they are dating now. And you said she was there when Sami died 3 years ago is she then not supposed to know we're Sami's boby was or is now. I don't think she does she told me after the accident Sami left the car and told her to tell everyone she was died and that if she was to ever tell she is alive she will die. Wow that is scary but why will she doe that. Because those people weren't her real family. It seems she found out how there were and
Went there.