I Hate You I Love you

chapter 18

Hey guys I'm back just finnish my last exams it was like super difficult now just hope I past all of them I mean not that I did bad or anything. Oke enough about me how are you guys how. How is school and everything. Oke let's move on with this book shair we.

Noah****

Going to the cental of the bed with Sami in my arm the only girl I have ever loved was here. It feel like she was the only one for me and nomather how hard I tried to forget about her she was always in my dream and not only that when I saw Eva with the same hair colour as she I thought she was back to me and then finding out she was carring Justin baby kind of like broke me even harder.
But having the one I love the moest in my arm right now makes up for all the pain I have feed. Things have always been like this it seems no mather how much she hurt me I can never stay anger at her once she say sorry. Sami I love you so much and I hope you still feel the same way about me love. Noah I love you too with my hole heart and soul. And we started making out again at first it was a soft and pleasuring kiss she pull me closer in onder to deepen the kiss. And then I went down to her nek when she let out a soft moan.  Going a little bit lower she let out a loud moan and I nothise that was her moest sensitive sport so I continued to kiss lick and suck the sport as I could feel her trying to hold back a moan. I have just been kissing her like this for hours now we talk and just laugh and yeah...******

Sami*******

Noah..... I l....ove. .. you. I love you too babe. He keep on kissing me till he got to my belly botten.  Sami I see you got your self a piercing after I told you not to. Am sorry hmm don't lick there please. Omy so you are sensitive here too. No am not just don't do that please. No I want to touch and lick every part of you because I have love  you I want you to show me very little part of you the one you love and hate and I will love them for you. Hmm oke. Noah skilfully removed my underwear with one hand, sealing my lips with his own... He initially begins pecking at my lips, but this just fuest my passion deliberately. Then the igniting sensation became too much for my body... At this rate... I'm going to lose myself.... I know that I have to stop him... um... Noah. It's already... morning...we  have to... Sami do I look like I really care? Noah!... my words of protest melt away when Noah kisses my neck... and came back to my mouth. His hand going down he brought his fingers to his lips lickt them and brought them back between my legs. Sending one finger inside my body tremble. Relax babe if not it would hurt oke. I did as I was told and he started moving his fingers while licking me all over. Omg I feel like am going to crazy with all this kissis of his. He then added another finger in it and man I feel so much pain but I didn't want him to stop either. After a few minute the pain was gone and i all I feed was pleasure. He took his fingers out and I feed some thing hard at my entras trying to find it way in. babe just relax oke and everything will be oke. I did ad I was told and just relax. I feeld this about of pain hit me at once I was about to scream when I remembered Eva and the rest were still at sleep. Trying to keep down my voice Noah started moving in slowly as he could. He moved in and out sometime  he will pull almost all the way out but will the push back with more forse at first it did hurt but with every love he made the pain was over taken by the pleasure I was feeling. We fanally came at the sametime and I just when got my self a shower and do did he and know we are in bed.******

Hey love it time to wake up you need to take a shower your sister is waiting for you down stairs come on. God Noah can't I sleep it's like 6 in the morning. Hahaha very funny Sam it's 1 in the afternoon. What the heck why didn't you wake me up. Wel I wanted to but you look so peaceful and I thought after last night you most be exhausted so I thought it would be better for you to rest. Oh Noah that was very sweet of you so what does Eva need me for. She said you promise to go shopping with her and the kids today. And after that we will all be going for swimming if you wanna go. Or we could stay in bed and go for a mother round. Hahaha I think I will be going then. Why?  Because you are like a crazy monkey in bed and I don't wanna stay here and fall into any of your traps. And bye the way why don't you talk to your brother is that not what you told me you were gonna do last night. Yeah your right. Got up and went down stair to meet Justin. Hey bro can we talk for a minute? yes sure. Come let's go out side. Oke.  Going out side we took a sit I look at him and said. So tell me why didn't you tell me your girlfriend Eva was not Sami? Hmmm I thought if i told you, you would tell mom and dad. And I didn't want mom to find out I was responsible for Eva pregnancy. But why not me am your brother and best friend I thought we told each other everything? I know but I just didn't wanna take a risk I might later on regert I mean we both know how things go when you are all pist off you always say things that were ment to be secret and if mom found out she would have putten like a millions more gards and people to follow me every were I go. You know like how they followed me for weeks after mom throw Eva out I was not even allowed to use my phone without them looking at what I was doing.
I didn't wanna life like that I love Eva and would do what ever it takes to keep her and Jaden safe.