Faking It 2 || Harlena

[28]

HARRY

I was driving my way to Haillee's house. She needs to tell me why'd she do that? I park my car in her driveway and make myself walk to her front porch. I knocked and in a couple of seconds Haillee open the door.

"Harry...." She nervously said. I look at her and she shifted uncomfortably.

"Can I come in?" I said and she nodded before I go in. I look around and it's fine.

"Mommy...." 

---

Earlier....

"What?!" I said. Louis and Liam look at me before sitting beside Niall. Eyeing me carefully. Waiting for my outburst or something.

"Edward is your son. I don't know why you didn't notice it. It's so obvious." Niall said in 'duh tone. I furrowed my brows. Why did I feel like I want to go back where I saw Selena and don't want to know this? I feel myself getting teary eyed by the fact that the little guy who used to call me daddy was me. I feel bad that I wasn't there for him. I feel bad that I wasn't the father he wants. I feel bad that I hurt her mother. I feel bad for myself. I feel useless and unresponsible. I feel like I'm not enough to be his father.

"What the hell, Niall?!" Louis exclaimed. I look up and saw Niall look at Louis with a bored expression. 

"He wasn't supposed to know. Selena will go mad." Louis said frustration was lacing throughout his whole sentence.

"He was bound to know." Niall boredly said. Louis shook his head.

"You do know that Selena was the one will explain to him and not us. She will be mad and everything. You little leprechaun." Louis sighed.

"Well, Selena doesn't do a thing for him to know. It's either we tell him or Selena. Well, I told him already." Niall shrugged. Louis pushed him against the wall. Liam immediately stood up and try to get Louis away from Niall.

"You shit! You didn't know how she went through! You didn't how it's hard for her to go on her own! Because of this motherfucker who get her knocked up is a little piece of shit!" Louis said and I stared at him. I walked towards him and grab his collar before throwing a hard punch on him before shouting at him.

"Well, it wasn't my fault! I don't know I got her knocked up! You are saying this to me because you're protecting for your sister but do you think of my situation?! Huh?! It's hard for me too! She hide my son away from me! You all hid my son from me! Making me believe that his father was out of sight were the truth is that he is actually right in front of you! Making me a fool! Why'd you do that?! Huh?!  It's hard not to be there when he was out of this world without a father! It's hard for me that I wasn't there when he first talk! That I wasn't there when he has his first birthday! That I miss his 5 years of existence in this world! That I miss all of those because I was fucking achieving my dreams! That I fucking chose myself to be happy rather than having him! It's not just Selena who suffered, Louis! I fucking suffered too! I suffered that I didn't know the truth! That you all hid this fucking thing from me! Well, you're.... fucked up!" I said and flipped the table before going out and shutting the door hard behind me. Tears run down freely in my cheeks. I got in my car and go to the place where I want to be alone. Which is the studio.

I feel like I am the most worst father in the world. I wasn't supposed to be here. I was supposed to be alone. I didn't deserve Selena and Edward they are better off without me. I punched the wall hard that led to have my knuckled bleed. Someone opens the door and it revealed Liam.

"Look, Harold. I didn't know that Selena has your child until Louis told me. It's Selena's decision to hide Edward from you. Well, not hide, but she doesn't want you to know because you just reach your dream. She wants to tell you but I think she doesn't want to ruin your dreams for just a kid. So, she hid it. Louis was ordered by Selena not to tell you. It wasn't Selena or ours or Louis fault. Nobody was responsible for this. You are a good father. I can see how you treat him and I know you know it before all of this happened. I can sense that but you were just stubborn  don't want to know what to do if it is true. Yeah, we fucked up because we hide the little piece of you from you but it was Selena's decision and let's say if you know, the paps will go crazy, the media will harass Edward. Just like what they do to us."Liam said and I sighed.

"I don't know what to do, Liam. I feel useless and unworthy." I said and he pats my back.

"First, fix things with Haillee, find out what she wants, Second, prepare Edward's paper so he can have your surname, and Third, fix things with Selena. Don't give up on her, man. Selena was the best hing that happen in your life. Don't let her get away from your grasps." He said. I sighed.

"Just think about it, Haz and whenever you need help just call anyone of us." He said. He was about to open the door when I open the door.

"Liam, can you stay here so we could talk?" I ask him and he goes back, grab a chair and we talk until midnight and we call it a night. I rent a hotel since I was staying with Selena since the month off. I stared at the ceiling and think the things that happen in my life.

I know Edward is my son I can feel the bond. But they make me believe he wasn't mine. At least he got my features and a little bit of Selena's. I hope I will fix everything before it's all go out of hand. I put my hands in my pocket and stare at the H necklace I bought Selena. She return it to me when I came to her house one time. I stare for it for awhile and think about how to fix things.

"I'll fix this, I promise." I said and fall into deep slumber.

---

A/n: How was it? You're all anticipated scene. Don't forget to comment and vote. A little preview of the next chapter there. 😈😉 I will try to update tomorrow because we will be out of town to celebrate my dad's birthday tomorrow until Saturday in my country. So I hope you will understand. 😘😘

2 more chapter left... 😔

Thanks,

Yricka.